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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Bring it on,baby!!

Hello....a'kum...Hi....

lamanya tak berblogging (lama ke? baru je 3 hari :p...hmm..lama gak lah tu...).....sejak demam nie...macam malas lak...hihi! but i still read my friend's blog ;)

oh!! to B....thanks sayang...for taking care of me when im not feeling very well....and layan my moody :p you're the best,B....i love you sooooooo much....honey mengada-ngada nak makan...lapar...B kuar tapau for me...tak tau napa...now...honey suka sangat makan roti ayam or tripple H sandwich...yang kat Murni USJ tu...yups!! kawan-kawan...murni yang ss2 a.k.a adik william (yang kat gerai buruk kat KJ) yang jual makan best-best and macam chilli's tu....dah bukak restaurant kat business centre USJ 9.....bestkan?? tak yah gi jauh-jauh.....diorang macam tau-tau je....ada orang kuat makan kat Subang Jaya nie...hihi! ;) memang makin tembam ler hanin macam nie...nie hanin dah takde flu...boleh ajak farshid gi sana..suka sangat-sangat their special drink...ribena longan or mango special or watermelon special yang gelas besar...slurpppp!!! oh! tapi hanin tetap gi william gak..sebab kat murni takde Nan Salami cheese...hihi!!

ok...ok...takmo cakap pasal food....now nak cakap pasal my lil cili padi,kyra.....

about kyra...she has a hobby...her hobby is dancing...kyra suka sangat-sangat dance....thats why dier suka tengok MTV and any dancing movie...comel sangat-sangat tengok kyra menari her style bila dengar dance song especially lagu lady gaga,beyonce, rihanna,pussycat doll and black eye peas...

Now, she loves to watch dance and cheerleaders movie....her favourite movie of course Bring it on...and Step Up...bila ada dancing scene....kyra try nak follow....risau hanin...nasib baik dier tak reti nak buat yang susah-susah tu...tapi memang cute biler dier try ikut the dance step...lompat sana..lompat sini...goyang kepala semua...kyra memang excited sangat-sangat nak try ikut diorang menari...*tapi of course her baby dance style ler..*


Bring it on,baby!!! ;)




sampai baring pun nak dance
while watching the movie :P



tulah mommy...time pregnant...biler mommy bosan....sorang-sorang...mesti menari..oh! yes...i love to dance....my hubby also know how much i love to dance...kalau atas kapal tu...i love to slow dance with him...hihi! biler romantic mood datang ;) and hanin pun pernah jadi cikgu menari for my students bila ada apa-apa show or pertandingan...now, kyra dah ikut mommy dier...suka menari....eh!! not only me...my sisters pun memang suka menari...even my mom loves to dance....tu yang kyra terikut-ikut...

because kyra suka sangat dancing...mommy and daddy dah find one good pre-school for you...now kyra dah almost 15 months...lagi 2 tahun setengah kyra nak masuk pre-school...memang dari pregnant lagi..me and farshid suka sangat-sangat kat sini....kat sini, semua activities ada...ballet,gymnastic, cheerleeding and even cultural dance....mommy tau kyra mesti suka ;) kyra boleh choose je mana kyra nak masuk..semua ada kena-mengena ngan dancing...eee...tak sabarnya mommy kyra nak masuk 4 years old...oh! kat sana pun kyra boleh masuk swimming class....you also love to swim ;) menari...menari gak...swimming..swimming gak but kyra jangan lupa belajar tau...yang penting kyra boleh amik mandarin class kat sana :) bahasa tu memang penting sekarang...lagipun hanin tak payah risau biler kyra masuk study sana....sebab her aunties (my cousins) study sana...so...ada ler orang nak tengok-tengokkan kyra...and lepas abis je pre-school..kyra boleh sambung terus masuk primary and secondary school kat sana...senang :p

kyra sayang...sekarang kyra enjoy your toddlerhood time,k! :)

insyaAllah sayang...we will try to give the best education to you....but we wont force you...mommy and daddy akan sokong apa je kyra nak buat....our prayers will always be with you...we love you sooooo much..

daddy kan "minister of finance"....*yelah...dier lah yang kuarkan duit and jaga kewangan :p* so, daddy dah suh mommy buat budget 2013...kalau kyra nak masuk study sana..alhamdulillah daddy kata he'll approve it...yay!!! thank you...thank you soooooo much,B! hope our rezeki makin murah....

tu lah....bila ada anak nie.......mesti nak fikir yang terbaik untuk diorang....betul tak??

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Good news and Bad news



I have Good News!!!!


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and Bad News !!!

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ok....let me tell you the good news first......

cuba teka apa yang good news???

well............................


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encik farshid tak sign on kapal lagi....yippeeeeeeeeee!!! happy...happy...happy....punyalah penat-penat sedih....penat-penat gi dinner kat Chilli's kononnya last dinner...penat-penat kelam kabut shopping kononnya farshid nak sign on kapal..penat-penat kelam kabut gi movie date...kononnya last tengok movie ngan farshid and then...office cakap last minute....farshid sign on this 4th of July...kapal yang farshid nak naik...anchor sampai that date...hahahah...;) yups! i got one more weeks nak manja-manja with him....tapi......kan best kalau farshid naik after my birthday ;) ish!! lebih-lebih lak hanin nie...farshid kan nak gi kerja :p

apa eh lagi?? yups!! my lil' girl dapat manja puas-puas with her daddy ;) yippeeeee!!

and more good news!!!

mothercare sale!! yay!!! dari 25th June (yesterday)- 25th July...for VIP card...ada special sale, 10% discount untuk nett price from 25th June-27th June...hihi!! me and farshid dah serbu dah mothercare kat BSC semalam...beli few things for kyra...new botol susu,puting and ELC toys....baju?? nantilah....farshid kata nanti gi Singapore beli kat sana..(ish!! farshid nie macam tau-tau je plan my dad nak gi sana shopping untuk raya...) lagipun hari tu GAP sale...dah shopping banyak baju raya kyra..huhu! farshid suh kawal skit nafsu shopping tu :( takpe.....sale tu lambat lagi nak abis...slow-slow shopping ;) tak payah rush-rush...kang beli banyak-banyak baju kat mothercare...tiba-tiba Gap,Guess,Pumpkin Patch,oshkosh etc....ada sale...nanti terlebih lak baju kyra dalam almari tu...and then kyra pun dapat banyak new clothes from her tok....makin banyakler baju kyra...memang rezeki anak mommy :)


hmm...bad news plak!!

yesterday...lepas tau-tau je my hubby tak jadi sign on kapal....apa lagi...terus bawa kyra gi Kizsports...tu wajib...kyra suka sangat main kat sana...kalau tak bawa satu hari...restless dier kat rumah....hihi! and then gi BSC had lunch there and shopping there ;)

huh! tu macam good news....jap....the bad news are....

maybe penat kot the whole day jalan-jalan....terus hanin demam.....and i also have bad flu...huhu!! yang tak bestnya pening-pening....memang actually few days before hanin dah rasa tak sedap badan....asik nak tido je....farshid pun layan moody hanin...sian dier.... and sian kyra....hanin takut dier dapat demam hanin...so, hanin tak bagi dier dekat dengan hanin....thanks B sebab jaga kyra....kyra tido pun dengan daddy dier...*tido puas-puas dengan daddy,eh? nanti daddy nak naik kapal*.... hanin tido bilik sebelah...

and lagi satu bad news.....semalam kyra jalan-jalan....entah camna...kyra terslip and jatuh terlanggar her trolley....sampai berdarah-darah mulut anak mommy...hanin tak peduli...demam ke tak...terus bawa kyra gi clinic QHC at taipan....menangis-nangis kyra...me too...tak sampai hati tengok kyra sakit...nasib baik doctor tu kata luka kyra tak dalam.....and yes! jumpa aje doctor terus kyra tak menangis...siap senyum-senyum lagi :) alhamdulillah....siap doctor pesan kat hanin....dah tau demam....jangan dekat kyra...takut kyra dapat my virus....sorry doc....just hanin risau je tadi...and bila kyra menangis...she wants her mommy....uh! doctor bagi ubat sapu kat mulut dier....mulut dier dah ok...lega hanin....

mama tok,tok ayah and mama adik risau sangat-sangat...asik message and call from jakarta tanya pasal kyra and me....thanks!! :) kyra dah ok....just ada bekas luka skit...hope hanin pun cepat sihat...tak larat demam-demam ni....

tengoklah....hanin ingat this monday nak gi Sunway Medical centre...mama pun suruh gi...jumpa pediatrician kyra nak check kyra...takut apa-apa....siap mama nak teman...risau cucu dier sorang nie...and i hope semua ok....*hope...hanin dah tak demam...boleh bawa kyra...*

semalam hanin tak boleh tido...risau pasal kyra...always think about her...dah ler demam tak sihat....huhu! memang tak selesa...i miss sleeping with her :( takpe hanin..at least farshid ada nak jaga kyra and teman dier tido....and yes...nasib baik my hubby tak jadi sign on kapal....boleh jaga me and kyra ;)



tido puas-puas dengan daddy,k..
kyra sayang..b4 daddy naik ship...
tido pun style sama...
ish! anak daddy betul :)





sorry..mommy tak dapat sleep with you..
takut kyra demam...daddy ada jaga kyra...
he will takes a good care of you...
thanks,B...




uh! i had a dream yesterday...i dont know its a good dream...or a bad dream...hanin mimpi hanin dapat twins!! wow!! kan best....dapat dua terus....lagipun family belah farshid ada twins...his aunty ;) hihi!!

sigh! i think i've got to go....nak rest jap...lepas makan ubat flu...rasa mengantuk lak...


kena makan ubat...
hope cepat sihat...




i miss sleeping with my hubby and my lil' kyra...tak bestnya demam!!!

btw, thanks soooo much to my dear friends yang message me....tanya how am i doing....diorang ingat farshid dah naik kapal...thanks sooo much sebab amik berat...you know who you are....love y'all....i should have inform u gals earlier...tapi tauler keadaan tak mengizinkan...busy+hanin tak sihat :) thanks again...nanti hanin dah sihat kiter jumpa,k...

sigh! farshid sign on lambat...but i do hope farshid dapat balik on time for my sister's wedding....aminnnn!!!




Wednesday, June 23, 2010

to my dear sis!

Fuh! penat...penat.....just came back from Empire Subang *tu yang best duduk subang...banyak shopping complex..food heaven...and semua ada :P* ...had lunch at Serai empire...after makan lunch...shopping-shopping skit...then gi Subang Parade beli barang kyra (her toiletries) and gi Speedy video, bought some DVD's for our lil' kyra...then gi Giant...beli pampers...susu...kyra's food (ayam,daging,broccoli,carrot,ikan bilis,telur, etc....)..semua nak kena buat before farshid naik kapal....lagi 2 more days....argh!! why oh why? macam cepat sangat my hubby nak sign on kapal....uh! malam nie...nak gi dating tengok movie with him at 12 midnite ;) *sempat lagi curi-curi masa dating ;) nasib baik ada yang nak jaga kyra....and nasib baik our lil girl understanding..mommy nak spend time puas-puas dengan daddy*

oh!! we went to empire with adik, mama and tok mama...yups!! my mom and adik cuti...biasalah....my sis pun busy untuk wedding dier...hahah! her wedding lagi 5 months...tapi dier memang dah start busy...tonight pun adik,mama and ayah nak fly to jakarta....then bulan 8 to vietnam..hanin tak tau ler nie kali keberapa pergi....just for her wedding...ada je yang adik tak puas hati...arghhhhhhhh!!! this friday....semua takde...my hubby pun takde....nasib baik k.wasini and wani ada teman me and kyra :( sigh!! hanin tak tau ler camna kyra nanti...bila daddy takde....mommy tau kyra strong...

just now at empire,while having lunch....me and my sis had a sister's talk....tadi pun ada gak borak-borak with her sekejap before dier kuar jap with mama gi Jumpa Nas Great Idea....

my sis asked me, "k.nin...time k.nin kawin dulu...camna perasaan k.nin? takut tak? k.nin fikir macam-macam tak?bla...bla...bla..."




jangan risau,k..adik..
happy always!



of course adik....sapa tak takut? sapa tak fikir macam-macam?k.nin pun macam adik....nak the best for your wedding...nak baju kawin cantik...nak decoration cantik..hantaran mesti nampak cantik....food nak cukup and sedap...photographer and videographer nak cantik *hanin takdelah kisah sangat macam adik...if mama kata ok...dier suka...hanin on je...adik lain...dier memang survey betul-betul...* make up artist nak cari yang best-best...door gift pun mesti cantik...fuh! semua adik nak perfect..k.nin faham....kiter berdoa kepada Allah...semoga semua berjalan dengan lancar on your big day :)

lepas kawin lak...adik fikir lak pasal commitment...everything gonna be different after adik kawin...yang bestnya...adik pandai-pandai ler leh save duit...tak yah kuar dating selalu...ye lah...nak jumpa..tak yah ler kena kuar selalu...leh lepak umah tengok TV..tu pun best ;) nak gi bercuti pun dah best...tak yah takut-takut...sebab adik dah jadi husband and wife..hihi!! everything you can share with your partner...best tau kawin.. ;)

jangan risau,k....k.nin tau adik dah ready nak jadi wife....k.nin tau adik excited sangat dengan wedding adik..i can see it the way you prepare your wedding :) adik excited...semua pun excited...lagi sorang anak ayah nak kawin...sukalah ayah...mama pun suka....kalau mama and ayah tak suka...takdelah diorg pun susah-payah nak bagi the best for your wedding...macam diorang lak yang nak kawin...hahaha!!! layan je adik...if that makes them happy...*of course they're happy...i can see from the look of their face :)*

hmm...lepas kawin...lepas tu ada anak plak....adik kena focus kat anak adik lak...fikir nak beli baju...nak beli susu....nak bagi the best education....nak kena pastikan anak adik cukup makan...i know you're gonna be a great mom...i can see it from the way you handle kyra....memang adik kena fikir macam-macam lepas kawin....kawin tak boleh buat main-main....tapi InsyaAllah....semua akan berjalan dengan lancar....jangan fikir lepas kawin...lepas ada anak...takut duit tak cukup....insyaAllah rezeki adik akan bertambah murah selepas tu....kalau adik fikir negative...semua akan jadi negative...if you think positive...semua akan jadi positive...as a big sister....i'll always be right your side....support you and be there for you when you need me...we should be thankful...we have a great and supportive parents and family who make our dream comes true and always there for us...alhamdulillah!!

you're 25 years old....and yes you're ready and matured enough to be a wife :) i do trust you....and i know you're stronger than me....lepas tunang...Fly terus gi Dubai, kerja chef kat sana for 2 years....dalam 2 years...adik jumpa fly sekali je..tu pun fly balik kejap for 3 weeks last year...abg farshid naik kapal 4 bulan pun k.nin bising rindu....adik 2 years....rindu memang rindu..tapi adik tak bising macam kak nin...macam ayah cakap...jodoh anak-anak ayah dengan semua orang yang kerja jauh..yups! we do need each other support to keep us stronger..thanks to u and wani for being there for me when abang farshid's not around...alhamdulillah after more than 2 years, jodoh adik dengan fly masih kuat...now lagi 5 months adik dah nak kawin dengan fly :) fly pun excited nak balik malaysia nak jumpa adik....sapa tak rindu kalau lama tak jumpa?? hope lepas fly balik end of october nie...adik sempat nak gi buat kursus kawin semua....i'll pray to Allah...semua ok lepas fly balik...

yes...me and my sisters memang close...very-very close...share lots of secrets....you,me and wani....when im not around...ikut abang farshid belayar...you and wani helped me a lot...by being a 2nd mother to kyra...both of you did a great job taking care of her...adik jangan risau....adik ada anak nanti...adik nak gi kerja..tak tau sapa nak jaga :) im always there for you...hehehe!! hope...lepas adik kawin, k.nin,adik and wani...still close as usual....always there for each other...oh!! i know fly gonna be a great husband and dad...

so, adik jangan fikir bukan-bukan.....always think happy thoughts...you should be happy and excited for your wedding day...bukan takut...now...before fly balik....before adik kawin....enjoy puas-puas your bachelor time...and have fun prepare for your wedding...i know its gonna be a great wedding...and i cant wait for your dream wedding to comes true...k.nin pun excited..kyra and abg farshid pun sama...tak sabar nak pakai cantik-cantik...and make up cantik-cantik for your wedding...yayyyyy!!

Good luck for everything,adik.....oh! have fun at jakarta...i do envy you...kalau boleh nak sangat join gi jakarta tapi k.nin tak boleh ikut...abang farshid nak naik kapal this friday...need to be there for him...yes!! a wife must always be there for her husband and support whatever he does...always make sure you give the best to him :)

to my dear adik.....my prayer is always with you...k.nin akan selalu doakan adik and fly bahagia buat selamanya...

I love you, adik...

oh and of course you too,wani (nanti jeles lak wani :p)




i will always pray for you happiness :)
i know you're gonna be
a great wife to fly :)





my beloved sisters,
who are always there for me





we will always be there for you




Sunday, June 20, 2010

Special Father's Day notes from kyra :)



HI Daddy....cak!!!


Kyra nak wish
Happy Father's day
to the world greatest dad....




that is YOU,daddy....!!



kyra sayang daddy banyak-banyak....




i mean...banyak..dan banyak sangat....



Daddy.....kyra nak wish daddy 'Happy Father's Day'....kyra sayang daddy sangat-sangat....nanti kiter kuar celebrate Father's day,eh daddy?? oh! kyra ada something special for you...hope daddy suka....

Daddy....lagi 5 more days daddy nak naik ship...kyra mesti sedih....kyra mesti cry...but kyra dah janji dengan daddy...kyra nak jadi strong...bila kyra strong...kyra can take care of mommy....kan kyra dah janji dengan daddy...kyra jadi bodyguard mommy time daddy takde.....daddy jangan risau...apa activity mommy...kyra akan report kat daddy :) kyra will make sure mommy happy and smile always time daddy takde.....and kyra promise dengan daddy...kyra takmo noti-noti...and tak buli mommy time daddy takde...

Daddy...thanks sooooooooo much for everything...daddy always make mommy and kyra happy....you will try your best to give the best to us....daddy, no matter what the situations are, i always knew you were there for me ...daddy jauh-jauh pun...daddy will call mommy and ask about kyra and make sure kyra ok...you're the greatest daddy....mommy selalu cakap kat kyra...."kyra, daddy gi work.....daddy gi work because daddy sayang kyra....daddy sayang mommy...." ok, daddy...kyra try to understand daddy's work....daddy's work is soooooo special...mommy kata kejap daddy ada..kejap daddy takde...but you will always be there deep in our heart....deep in my heart..there's always a place..that is just for you...high above the rest...daddy, you're the best...kyra will always pray daddy selamat pergi dan selamat pulang.....kyra akan selalu teringat daddy....especially your smile.....and i will always remember the way you laugh when you play with me....

Daddy...kyra nak tell daddy one secret...shhhh!!!

Do you know why i feel like the luckiest girl on earth??

Coz i got the greatest dad in the world....YO
U!!

i'm sooooo proud to be daddy's lil' girl....


I love you soooooo much,daddy...


oh!! kyra pun nak wish Happy Father's day to.....

Tok Ayah and Papa Bozo...

to Uncle Amer,Uncle Farhad and Uncle Farzad....

to Tok Sani,Tok Uda....

and to all the greatest daddy in the world....

Hope your day is as special as you are :)


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ok....ni ada more pictures of our lil' kyra masa time photoshoot hari tu.....kyra dah dapat the CD...kyra suka sangat-sangat....i love all the pictures with daddy.....thank you aunty aisha and uncle agos....and not to forget to uncle aizuddin,the photographer of our great pictures....




yay!! nak gi shoppingggg!!!




cepatlah mommy...cepatlah daddy....




eee...daddy cantiknya bikini tu....
kyra nakkkk!!





i want daddy...please......pretty please....




daddy : No kyra....

kyra : kyra nak jugak!!!



syyyy!! dont cry
my lil princess....
kiter gi jalan-jalan,k.....




a walk to remember....



daddy and his lil' girl...




our happy time :)
kyra....dont throw the ball at daddy!!!





Lepas nie sapa ler nak
main balls with kyra? :(




kyra promise daddy...
kyra will takes care of mommy :)
while you're not around..
daddy jangan risau.k...




P/S: we will miss you,B *crying*...Im crying...when i look at all the pictures...



Saturday, June 19, 2010

Punca curang....

Cewah! tajuk.....kenapa topic nie hangat?? hari tu pun WHI bincangkan pasal topic nie...

few days ago...a friend of mine called me..kiter gelarkan dier 'D' ler...eh?? memang teruk gak ler D menangis when she called me....lama gak hanin pujuk dier...sampai farshid perli....sejak hanin jadi housewife nie...memang ramai my friends yang call..meluahkan perasaan...macam jadi counselor lak...Hey!! they are my friends...of course i must be there for them....A friend in need is a friend indeed...betul tak?? ;)

why she cried??? well....her husband curang...dier baru kawin 2 years....and now diorang dalam proses perceraian...hanin cuba tenangkan my friend..ye lah! hanin nak bagi nasihat..i'm not the right person...hanin pun baru kawin nak masuk 3 years...*mintak-mintak ler dijauhkan...*berapa kali gak ler my friend ulang..."hanin...why he did this to me??? am i not perfect enough for him?" huh!! entahler....fikiran lelaki nie kiter tak boleh baca...kiter tak tau dier nak perempuan macam mana...

Well...si D nie memang gorgeous and sexy....and dier wanita yang berkerjaya..she works in a multinational company as an engineer...(to the working wife...kerja-kerja gak...tapi keperluan suami jangan lupa...my mom pun working wife...tapi she always make sure my dad ok and happy...alhamdulillah..sampai now both of them happy) oh!! dier takde anak lagi....why? D kata dier tak ready lagi....dier nak focus kat future dier...and of course dier nak jaga her body...eh! she's tall and slim...she has a great body...husband dier pun kerja ok....gaji memang banyak ler....memang he spends a lot on her...apa si D nak....dier memang bagi :)

oh! before hubby dier curang.....banyak kali gak ler D selalu bagi nasihat kat hanin...dier pun baru kawin gak time tu..tapi bagi nasihat macam terror..."Hanin...you kena slim macam dulu balik....takut laki lari...bla...bla..." "Hanin....you kena pakai make-up skit...baru nampak berseri-seri...".....lepas hanin lahirkan kyra.."heee...sebab tu i tak nak anak...i tak ready lagi.......i cant leave my work because of anak....bla..bla...nanti gemuk lah...apalah.." memang hanin terasa..tapi hanin diam je....memang perangai dier cakap lepas...pasal anak...hanin pernah pesan kat dier...mulut jangan cabul..jangan cakap tak ready....nanti Allah tak bagi rezeki baru you tau...yups!! memang...after 1 year kawin...dier berusaha gak nak dapat anak...itupun after MIL dier dok cakap pasal nak cucu...kadang-kadang..hanin teman gak dier jumpa specialist...and...biler farshid naik kapal...dier bukan bagi kata-kata semangat....dier downkan hanin adaler...." sian kat you,eh? asik kena tinggal je.....you tak risau ke farshid curang?" hanin pun balas balik...dengan senyuman yang manis...dan kata-kata yang sinis...hihi!" ala...tu kan kerja farshid.....laki you sama gak...kerja darat....tapi selalu gak tinggal you...kuar ngan kawan minum...gi karaoke jumpa client....main futsal ler....outstation...kiter nie senasib ler....at least farshid balik....farshid memang betul-betul spend time with me....kalau dier nak curang....mana-mana pun leh curang..tak semestinya kerja kapal je curang..orang kerja darat pun boleh curang..." terdiam my friend....hmm..now, laki sapa yang curang? tulah...mulut jangan cabul....

bila abis je cakap phone with D....hanin terus discuss dengan farshid...kenapa laki dier curang?? hihi! comunication kan penting dalam perhubungan :P

nie antara hanin discuss ngan farshid...tak tauler betul ke tak....


  • Jarak punca curang...
hmm....janga salahkan faktor jarak boleh buat curang...yes..my hubby selalu belayar jauh-jauh...always not around..alhamdulillah..hanin selalu rasa farshid dekat ngan hanin..ada je line...he always call me....or message me....si D nie...hubby dier kerja darat....tapi..bila kuar ngan kawan...mesti tak angkat hp..atau tak call my friend..when he's with his friends...memang hubby dier susah nak call...yelah!! selalu jumpa kat rumahkan? ;) so, tak semestinya..bila laki kiter duduk jauh-jauh je dier leh curang...duduk sebelah kiter pun dier leh curang....kalau dah nak gatal...gatal gak ler....yang penting..dalam relationship..kena ada trust and communication...kalau takde communication...memang hambar and bosanler our relationship..apa gunanya Hp kalau tak 3G...or call or sms..and apa gunanya ada broadband kalau tak e-mail :) pandai-pandailah kiter guna HP or internet untuk communicate :)




  • sebab kiter dah tak pandai bergaya..tak nak make up...body tak slim macam dulu..tu sebab ler laki kiter curang....
hihi! nak kata hanin pandai bergaya....biasa-biasa je....but i know about fashion :) yelah!! hanin dibesarkan dalam family yang suka bergaya....ada gak kawan hanin..dier berlagak je lebih..macam ler dier terror...tapi mak ngan kakak atau adik dier biasa-biasa je...hanin nie malas nak pakai make-up..walaupun hanin banyak beli make up...kena paksa ngan my mom beli..baru hanin beli...yes! hanin akui...lepas hanin ada anak...memang hanin tak jaga body...hahaha!! yelah..family hanin kuat makan....my hubby pun put on weight biler masuk family hanin....ada je yang nak belanja..makan seafood ler..makan western....makan masakkan melayu....Thai food...japanese buffet...cakap je apa yang hanin tak makan..semua makan...memang murah rezeki...ada je yang nak belanja....rezeki jangan di tolakkan? ;) tapi hanin takde lah makan sangat...farshid pun tau....just body hanin je cepat naik....alhamdulillah..farshid tak pernah cakap apa-apa bagi hanin terasa..he always make me feel good about myself...thanks B...yang penting kiter nampak cantik di mata suami kiter ;)


ok..back to the topic...betul ke..biler kiter tak pandai bergaya....kiter dah gemuk....bla..bla...tak suka make up...buat lelaki kiter curang?? tak boleh gak cakap....tengok semua artist yang bercerai....semua tu slim apa...cun je...dah beranak pun..badan macam anak dara....contoh..Nora Danish...memang lawa sangat-sangat..tapi laki dier tinggal gak dier....dah memang jodoh dier sampai situ...nak buat camna...banyak lagi contoh artist cun yang bercerai...Natasha Hudson...camelia...bla..bla...tak semestinya kiter cantik..laki kiter tak tinggalkan kiter..betul tak? oh! jangan lupa jaga dalaman kiter tau...lepas kawin memang kena jaga betul-betul...so...sentiasa ceria and ada energy ;) buat apa luaran je cantik...tapi dalaman hampeh! *sorry for the harsh words*


ada apa my aunty...badan dier besar...laki dier kecik je....bergaya pun simple and sempoi (nampak je macam tu...tapi jangan main-main tau...grad from australia...otak bijak..kerja ok..duit memang banyak ler..) alhamdulillah..happy je dier....yang penting...macam mana kiter layan laki kit
er....always make them feel good....eh!! tak semestinya layan 18sx....tapi cara kiter cakap....boleh gak layan..urut-urut laki kiter kalau sakit belakang..dier tengok bola..layan jelah..walaupun tak suka....kalau dier bebel....kiter dengar je masalah dier....always be there for him.....oh!! jangan asik tunjuk muka masam..senyum je....bagi hubby kiter rasa happy....kalau dier nak air...buatkan....kalau dier nak makan....tak pandai masak pun...buatkan....kalau tak nak masak..teman dier kuar makan..hiihi!! always treat them the best :)





  • Duit punca cerai/curang....
ni pun tak boleh cakap.....memang duit pada zaman sekarang penting...semua perlukan duit,betul tak? alhamdulillah..hanin rasa apa yang farshid dapat dah lebih dari mencukupi....bersyukur jelah...rezeki yang kiter dapat :) kalau kiter rasa tak cukup....memang tak cukup ler...belanja ikut kemampuan kiter...bukan belanja..sebab nak lawan....sapa shopping paling best....sapa gi vacation paling best.....hadiah apa paling best :) sebab tu duit tak cukup.....


Pak Guard ke....orang yang duduk kampung....anak ramai..alhamdulillah bahagia....gaji diorang skit..tapi boleh je diorang besarkan anak-anak diorang...so, jangan kata duit kiter tak cukup...its not how much we get...its how much we spend :)



  • takde anak punca curang...
ni pun tak boleh cakap gak.....ramai gak yang cerai....ada anak..lepas tu berebut kat mahkamah....sian anak-anak tu.....lepas tu kawin dengan second wife....second wife tak dapat anak...ok je....ye lah,..ngan ex first wife..anak dah berduyun-duyun...dier tinggalkan first wife yang subur....then kawin ngan 2nd wife yang tak subur....hmm...jadi...kesimpulan dier....kalau nak gatal...gatal gak...mungkin...2nd wife tu pandai layan ;)



  • dah lelaki tu gatal....
hahaha!! kiter tak boleh salahkan lelaki je.....pompuan zaman skarang nie pun boleh tahan gatal dier...tak tau kenapa pompuan suka lelaki yang dah berpunya.....maybe sebab dier tengok lelaki tu berkemampuan....or berkerjaya...selalunya lelaki yang dah kawin..romantic....dier pun nak ler...cuba tengok cerita "he's not that into you" yang scarlet johanson berlakon mengorat laki orang...first-first that guy...tak nak kan? then, si scarlet tetap mengorat sampai dier dapat....lelaki...bila dah kena mengorat..apa lagi....sapa tak nak?? hanin pernah cakap kat farshid.....i trust you...but i dont trust women nowdays...biasalah lelaki..kalau pompuan ngorat dier...cairlah....mesti bangga ada orang nak kat dier... kat FB terang-terangan tulis lelaki tu dah berpunya..still gak ada pompuan yang nak add..konon nak tambah kawan :p kalau dua-dua dah gatal..balas-balas message and e-mail...apa lagi...curang ler...



  • tak puas enjoy
haaa...nie farshid yang kata..not me....ye lah..kalau laki bini still nak enjoy...susah gak.....still gi clubbing...karaoke....konon-kononnya cool ler :P macam tak puas enjoy masa time before kawin...hihi! eh!! hanin still karaoke....tapi with my family ler....memang family hanin kaki karaoke....nak gi clubbing? i dont think sooo..dah bosan...kalau nak enjoy pun berpada-pada ler...ingat...kiter nie dah jadi bini orang :)

actually, my friend's hubby pun jumpa the new girl kat tempat clubbing :) hanin tak boleh nak cakap apa-apa...

now,hanin still enjoy ngan farshid....enjoy jaga kyra...gi tengok wayang...gi dating makan-makan....kuar with family...and shopping :) yes!! im happy hanin dah jadi mom and wife...and i'm enjoying my life with my husband and daughter....best tau!!






hmmm..banyak lagi..hanin nak list down kenapa laki curang..tapi malaslah..so..the conclusion is...kalau Allah kata jodoh kiter setakat situ...jodoh kiter setakat situ je lah...tak payah nak salahkan benda lain kalau dah jadi...takde sapa yang perfect..tak semestinya kiter cantik..laki kiter tak tinggal kiter...tak semestinya ada anak...lelaki kiter tak tinggalkan kiter...

you just give your best to your hubby..tak semua perfect....yang penting how we layan our hubby...and make them feel happy always....jangan lupa..as a wife...always respect your husband...always pray to Allah hope we happy always with our hubby...

yang penting...jangan stress.....stress kerja ke...stress duit ke.....cuba relax and calm down....stress ler yang slalu buat kiter gaduh....kalau laki kiter stress...try to make him happy....and forget about his stress...always be there for him....


Hanin pun selalu berdoa semoga hanin and farshid bahagia selamanya :) aminnnnnn!!!

to my dear friend....sabar,k....im not in your shoes..so..hanin tak tau macam mana you rasa betul-betul..tapi hanin tau memang sakit..biler orang yang kiter sayang buat kat kiter macam nie...yang penting you patut bersyukur...you ada great job....you're gorgeous....tak payah you nak menangis fikir lelaki yang tak guna tu....now, you focus on your future...insyaAllah ada jodoh lagi adalah....i will always be there for you...if you need someone to talk to...you're still young,babe...enjoy your life selagi you masih hidup :) jangan sedih-sedih fikirkan nasib you..ada banyak lagi kerja yang you nak buat dari fikirkan your ex....yang penting..you ada friends and family who are always there for you :) mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang terjadi.....


me? yes....im happy with my life...hanin sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang hanin ada....yes! im not working...at least i can spend time with my lil' kyra...*tak payah hanin risau fikir kyra nanti sapa nak jaga kalau gi kerja...* and dapat be there for my hubby 24/7 biler dier cuti :) kalau dier suh naik kapal..hanin bila-bila je boleh naik kapal :) tak payah fikir nak mintak cuti...

of course...dengan kehadiran kyra...me and farshid getting closer...our love grow stronger...our lil'kyra always make us happy with her naughty and cheeky attitude...ada-ada je anak mommy suka buat bagi mommy and daddy senyum-senyum....she always look cute to us ;)

oh! hanin selalu tanya my B..."B..B nanti curang tak? one day b cari tak pompuan lain?" ye lah...sapa tak risaukan?

" honey,as long as you're a great wife to me....selagi honey layan B dengan baik...im stupid if i find someone else....and B ada daughter....B tak nak if B ada pompuan lain ke? b buat honey sedih ke...nanti jadi kat kyra.......her future husband buat macam tu kat kyra...insyaAllah B will always be your hubby"

thanks B..i do hope...b pegang ngan kata-kata B...i trust you,B....and i love you sooooooooo much...


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now, both of us..busy layan our lil' kyra yang makin lasak and active..takde masa nak fikir benda-benda nie...sejak kyra jalan...memang both of us kena hati-hati....takut kyra jatuh ke..*walaupun both of us really becareful...watch every steps of our lil kyra...kyra tetap gak jatuh...huhu!! alhamdulillah our lil kyra takde apa-apa...*

almost everyday gak me and my hubby bawa kyra gi kizsports...kyra loves to play there..and kat sana safe..kyra lasak macam mana pun...takpe...

and now...im gonna spend my precious times with my hubby..lagi 5 days my hubby nak sign on kapal..kena manja puas-puas...thanks to my friends yang faham :)

oh, here's the pictures of our lil kyra...happy dier dapat new toys from her tok ayah :) everyday dier nak ride the tiger.....risau me and farshid...takut dier jatuh..yang bestnya...kyra panggil tiger tu meow..meow...sian tiger garang tuh kena panggil meow...meow...tapi cute gak..hihi!!


mommy...jom ride
meow..meow...




kyra pun dapat kangaroo bag...
dapat bird and dapat koala bear...
thanks tok ayah...




her favourite place to play...



now...susah sangat nak amik gambar kyra...sigh!! kyra tak nak pandang camera :( sigh! camna nie kyra? daddy nak beli new DSLR/camera for mommy....kalau kyra tak nak take pictures dah...tak best ler :(

and...hanin dah minat dengan new business nie.....yay!! my hubby bagi permission buat business nie...alhamdulillah...bertambahlah business kitorang..and mesti hanin lagi busy....hope Allah murahkan rezeki both of us...aminnnnn!!



P/S: jangan terasa eh? ni hanya pendapat peribadi hanin....kiter hanya berdoa yang terbaik untuk diri kiter dan keluarga kiter...


P/S/S: hanin tulis nie pun dengan kebenaran my dear friend...*sorry kalau you terasa,dear..tapi its the truth* dier pun slalu baca blog hanin...babe, be strong,k....just call me kalau sedih-sedih....nak kuar now..tak boleh ler....tunggu after farshid naik kapal k ;)



P/S/S: yay! tomorrow daddy's day....oh!! me and kyra dah ada special plan for him ;) happy daddy's day,daddy!! we love you sooooo much!!









Friday, June 18, 2010

what should i do?

Now,my 2nd sister tengah excited..busy preparing for her wedding end of this year...heee...rindu zaman hanin kawin dulu...memang best!!! tapi hanin takdelah se'perfectionist' macam adik..huhu!! hanin ikut je apa mama hanin cakap...asalkan ok....oh! adik lain......dier memang nak semua perfect...baju ke....the decoration...the make up artist....the door gift...hantaran...cincin...wedding card...the photographer...etc...bla..bla...bla...adik memang rajin dalam bab-bab nie :p sampai baju kawin...adik nak tengok kat Jakarta...hihi!! ala.....Lynda Rahim pun beli baju kat Prestige Butik..then bagi sewa....Nas Great Idea pun kata baju kat Prestige cantik-cantik....

Bila tengok adik busy belek-belek majalah kawin indonesia...adik memang suka tengok fesyen baju kawin kat sana....tiba-tiba hanin teringat my wedding dress *err...more into kebaya moden* masa kawin kat concorde dulu....Hanin suka sangat-sangat designer nie....thanks mama...thanks ayah..thanks B sebab bagi impian hanin tercapai....dapat gak hanin pakai baju designer nie...dier pun baik.....tak sombong...hanin suka...tu yang hanin amik dier....time hanin kawin...memang dier famous ler *now pun still famous*..hihi!! memang happy sangat-sangat dapat pakai baju dier :) memang spend dalam rm**,*** gak ler for my baju kawin....tapi hanin puas hati with his design....jahitan dier pun cantik and kemas especially the manik....

Now, dah almost 2 and half years...baju kawin hanin duduk dalam almari....uh! hanin jaga elok-elok tau.....siap sarung lagi...everyday my maid...bersihkan the habuk-habuk...no....hanin tak pernah menyesal buat baju kawin yang mahal...at least hanin dapat merasa ;)

ada gak my friends or cousin yang tanya..."hanin buat apa ngan baju kawin hanin?"...."hanin tak nak jual ke?"....bla....bla...bla....entahlah....hanin pun tak tau.....memang sayang asik simpan dalam almari....adik hanin memang tak nak pakai ler....dier pun ada her favourite designer :P dier pun ada her wedding dream....tul tak?? memang ada gak yang tanya hanin....kalau nak jual my baju tunang..my baju nikah...or my baju kawin...memang ada yang nak beli...hmmm...what should i do?? nantilah hanin fikirkan....hanin pakai pun sekejap...sekali je....yang bestnya...baju kawin hanin datang dengan kasut :) tapi size 9 ler...yups!! memang saiz kaki hanin giant...hahah! oh!! dulu kain hanin...panjang kat belakang....tapi the designer dah tolong bukakkan...sebab dier kata after that hanin boleh pakai lagi untuk gi kenduri ke? tapi hanin tak pernah pakai-pakai lagi after my wedding dress....lagipun dah tak muat....hahahah!! dulu hanin slim je :P biasalah...gi Slim world or Marie France....dulu rajin ler pergi...lepas kawin...malas :P

hmmmm...what should i do??? jual ke simpan?? memang hanin ada cakap kat farshid...nak simpan for kyra....farshid kata jangan harap...entah-entah kyra pun ada her favourite designer...hmmm..betul gak?? kalau jual....memang hanin bagi very good price...hanin tak harapkan untung...just nak kosongkan almari...heheheh!! so, friends..any idea? jual ke simpan?? korang buat apa eh ngan baju kawin korang??

ni pun wedding adik hanin...hanin dah jumpa favourite designer hanin nak buat baju for me and maybe for kyra too ;) no...not him..nie different designer lak :) heheh! biasalah....adik hanin yang kawin...hanin yang lebih-lebih...i also want to look good for my sister's wedding...





by radzuan radziwil




in a good care...
siap ada special sarung lagi ;)





jahitan manik yang nice and kemas....




the baju..




the kain....




kain dari jarak dekat...




on my big day :)



hmm...kenapa hanin tiba-tiba terfikir pasal nie....tadi hanin borak-borak ngan cousin hanin...dier punya wedding dress by rizalman.....dier dah jual dah pun...dier buat dalam rm**,***..tapi dier jual dalam rm*,***...lagipun dier kata dier tak pakai dah....huhu!!! tapi kalau hanin,takdelah nak jual semahal dier...

hmm...nantilah hanin fikirkan....macam sayang je....*confuse and mix feelings...help meeeeee!!*



P/S: semoga perkahwinan hanin and farshid kekal bahagia selamanya....Aminnnnn!!!




Thursday, June 17, 2010

Baju raya kyra :)

Yay! yay! kyra dah ada baju raya....mommy jangan jeles tau..hihi! kyra ada two cute baju kurung..Yay!! kain dier pun best...sejuk...Thank you sooooooo much mama bozo :) I love it sooooooooo much! i know i will look great in those baju kurung :)

wah! anak dara mommy sorang nie...puasa pun belum lagi...dah dapat baju raya...happy dier...tulah untungnya jadi cucu sulung...semua tok manjakan kyra....ada je hadiah kyra dapat...

baju kurung kyra dah ada...now nak cari baju kebaya lak...

my ayah baru balik from Jakarta tadi....ayah told me kat sana ada banyak baju kebaya yang cute-cute for kids....heeee...bestnyaaaaaa!!! nak beli lah for kyra...

my parents and my sister nak gi jakarta lagi this 23rd June...nak cari barang kawin my sis....sambil-sambil tu boleh suh diorang tengok-tengokkan baju kebaya for kyra....

bestnyaaaa kyra...belum apa-apa lagi dah ada baju kurung and baju kebaya...mommy satu habuk pun takde lagi....hihi! opppss hanin...puasa dulu......baru fikir baju raya :P

ok...baju raya kyra dah ada...now nak cari kasut raya yang comel :) tak sabarnyaaaaaaa!! aunty-aunty...or uncle-uncle kyra yang baca blog kyra...tak nak belanja ke? *hint...hint* hihi!!

hmm...hanin ingat nak beli gak cute handbag for my lil' kyra....boleh simpan duit raya kyra dalam tu...wah! berangan mommy.....belum apa-apa...nak mintak duit raya for kyra....raya lambat lagiler :P dah lah tak best...daddy takde...daddy raya atas ship...

oklah...got to go...nak sleep....sambil-sambil tu..boleh berangan baju raya and kasut raya yang cute-cute untuk kyra :P yippeeee! tak sabarnya nak tengok kyra pakai baju kurung and baju kebaya....mestilah excited..this raya...my lil kyra dah boleh jalan...mesti cute bila kyra pakai baju kurung/kebaya...sambil kiss tangan mintak maaf and duit raya :P

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picas of lil kyra bila dapat baju raya ;)




mommy...jangan jeles...
kyra dapat 2 baju kurung.
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mommy nak tengok?




eee...cutenya....




ni pun cute....kyra sukaaaa!





baju raya kyra.... :)
thank you soooo much mama bozo...





the baju kurung's button yang cute...







now, tengah survey baju
kebaya yang cute lak for kyra :)





Wednesday, June 16, 2010

bila dah bosan......

i'M SOOOOOO BOREDDDDDDD!!!

*takpelah...hanin update je blog*

my hubby takde....gi help my MIL pindah rumah...angkat barang semua...kyra sleep *penat main and dancing*...uh! right now im listening to lady gaga's song "telephone"....wajib.....kyra nak tido, kena dengar lagu lady gaga or beyonce or any dance song......takde dah london bridge,twinkle twinkle little star semua...hahaha!

sigh!! bila kyra tak tido...asik nak main je...nak dance je...hanin suh dier sleep...ingat nak rest jap...tapi bila dier sleep...rasa bosan lak...macam nak disturb je kyra suh bangun :p haip! notti mommy...kalau daddy ada mesti dah sound mommy jangan kacau his princess....



syyy! she's sleeping...


now kyra funny sangat-sangat bila main with her dolls...sian Mr.teddy,Mr.bear,Mr big bird and Mr koala kena buli dengan kyra...ada ke dier suh doll-doll tu pakai pampers? hahahah!!! ada yang kena pakai her old romper...kyra memang tak reti pakaikan pampers lagi ler....kyra suh mommy dier ler tolong buat *hanin pakaikan je mami poko or huggies pull up pants :p senang...* kalau mommy tak nak main skali...memang ler kyra mengamuk....now kan kyra dah boleh walk....dier pergi je kat pampers...amik the pampers...tunjuk kat doll suh pakaikan.....and then..now dier dah pandai bukak her almari....dier bukak je almari...amik her old romper....tunjuk kat mr teddy...suh Mr teddy pakai the romper...hish!! macam-macam anak dara mommy sorang nie...mommy pun layan je....yang bestnya..handbags and sunglasses mommy pun jadi mangsa...huhu!! terpaksaler mommy explain kat kyra....doll-doll tu semuanya lelaki...lelaki tak pakai handbag...hihi! pandai-pandai je mommy nie letak jantina doll tu...yelah!! hanin takut nanti kyra nak pakaikan make-up kat doll tu plak kalau kata doll tu pompuan :P hahahah!!



Mr Koala,Mr Bear, Mr big bird and mr teddy
pasrah je kena buli dengan kyra..hihihi!




B, suddenly honey rasa lonely sangat-sangat...ni baru B pergi tolong mama pindah rumah...blum sign on kapal lagi....i know me and kyra gonna miss you :(

kyra...because of you...mommy strong...thanks sayang....you always make me happy when daddy's not around :)

hmm...malam nie nak makan apa eh?? kalau my hubby tak balik lambat...ingat nak tengok wayang ler ;) cerita "the karate kid"...hiihii!! kyra...malam nie bagi can mommy nak dating ngan daddy eh? ;) sayanggggggggggg kyra....

oklah kyra dah tido mati...hihi!! curi-curi dengar lagu 'Angels cry' by mariah careylah...hihi! mommy's favourite... ;) shhhhh!!