Our 1st Precious Bundle of Joy :)

Lilypie - Personal pictureLilypie Fourth Birthday tickers

Our 2nd Precious Bundle of Joy :Lil baby :)

Lilypie - Personal pictureLilypie First Birthday tickers

Sunday, November 9, 2008

thank you sayang.....

Today Sunday....sepatutnya dah gi johor...tapi mama ada wedding anak MB johor...mama balik today...so, hanin gi esok jelah... :) papepun..my hubby sampai pasir gudang this 12th november....sempat lagi jumpa.... tgh excited nie :p

semalam until this early morning...my hubby called me banyak-banyak kali....(hahahha..entah berapa ler bil maxis....tunggu je lah...) to remind me bawa shirt banyak-banyak...nanti nak gi dating (oh!our first year anniversary this 17th november..baby dalam perut nie celebrate ngan mommy and daddy dier :P)...and bawa dvd CSI:Miami...nak tengok atas kapal...

last friday gi sunway medical centre....check baby dalam perut nie....ingat nak tengok dier girl or boy...tapi tak nampak....My baby tengah sujud...hehehehhe!! "alim anak mommy, eh?" maybe tengah bersyukur nak jumpa daddy dier....dier pun excited...Grandma(my mama) and moyang dier pun excited tengok...sampai mama cakap..."active anak hanin...macam farshid...."pape jelah mama :) dier ikut hanin or farshid..asalkan baby dalam perut nie sihat....memang this baby active...seronok tengok..jap lompat-lompat(maybe main basketball macam daddy dier)...jap duduk....jap tidur mengiring....jap sujud...alhamdulillah....my baby happy dalam perut mommy dier...

biler cerita kat daddy dier...excited daddy dier...."dier tengah seronok tu nak jumpa b...." eleh! perasan :P memang betul pun....makin dekat hari...i can feel my baby makin active...tak sabar-sabar nak tengok kapal daddy eh? heheheh...

lagi satu topic terhangat perbincangan me and my hubby dalam fon..."SHOULD I STOP WORKING?" my B asked me to stop because of my health ( sepanjang pregnant..i have a very bad morning sickness)....and dier nak hanin jaga baby betul-betul.....and kalau boleh ikut dier naik kapal biler baby dah besar....he wants me to be by his side....ok...B..after dah fikir betul-betul....honey nak berenti...next week nak bagi surat berenti....i want to besarkan baby...and be by your side...maybe one day...ada rezeki...honey bukak tadika...kan sayang??

when i told him my decision...he's happy with it..." B happy if Honey happy...B promise to takes care of u...so, jangan fikir yang bukan-bukan...will give plenty of love..comfort life for u and baby..then bring out the best out of u...thanks for everything..love u soooo much....B pun nak jumpa honey and baby, tell baby...daddy sayang sangat kat dier...both of u always be in my heart...will talk to baby in tummy....miss both of u"

Sigh!! im crying...alhamdulillah..hanin bersyukur kepada Allah...for giving me the greatest hubby...biler dah habis cakap fon...he will give me plenty of messages sampai takde line...thanks sayang...pagi-pagi kul 6am pun call balik biler ada line sekejap...just to say he loves me...and misses me sooo much....yups!! he's romantic...hanin naik kapal dulu..kawan-kawan atas kapal panggil my hubby antenna...hahaha!! he's good at finding line....always try to cari line to talk to me...they asked me " apa ko buat sampai dier asik nak call ko jek?..dah kawin pun sama jek" hehehe...bangga hanin....i just give my trust and love to him...thats all..i know he loves me as much as i love him (or more..:) )

My favourite msg from him that makes me smile in my sleep : Jangan risau sayang...B expert in finding line, will always call u, so honey comfort, can sleep in peace,have very gud nite, sweet dream...i will always think of u..thinking of u bring happiness..tears do come down, waiting for the day to meet u, will love u forever...do take care...love u sooo much!!"

"yes!!" his messages buat hanin kuat....i can accept his work.....apa yang penting...i'm always in his heart eventhough he's not here with me....Tak semestinya long distance relationship tak bahagia...kena ada depan mata hari-hari...Abby and Norman dua-dua atas darat pun ada dugaan...yang penting sekali....TRUST !! i trust Allah and i trust my hubby :)

alhamdulillah..when he's not here with me...i got my family and friends who is always there for me..thanks korang...oh! to my hubby.."happy anniversary B..." i love u sooooo much....muahx!!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

im going to Johor.....yay!!

YAY!!!.....tengah happy sgt2......cant wait this sunday...ikut mama and ayah gi johor.....12th november my hubby sampai pasir gudang.......me and baby miss him soooo much.....he called me byk2 kali from japan....ingatkan hanin suh gi johor...nak tgk my tummy..heheheh!!


Untung maxis....dier naik jek kapal..bil mesti banyak.....i dont care...yg penting he called me.....i just want tu hear his voice....kononnya...sebelum naik kapal....nak save....tapi tak boleh gak....heheheh!! we miss each other...lagipun banyak benda hanin nak cerita kat dier....love talking to him..... :) maxis patut bagi kitorg reward kan??? :P

hmmm..my hubby macam jeles jek, bini dier asik jalan-jalan....sampai dier kata "U macam happy jek i takde.." heheheh!! takdelah sayang...of course i miss u soooooo much...kalau honey duduk umah jek..nanti jadi emo lak...sian adik kena layan honey....lagipun honey tak jalan mana-mana...saturday and sunday...spend time ngan adik and wani....gi tengok wayang...makan-makan..parents takde...enjoyler.... sampai mama pesan.."Hanin..hanin tu pregnant..ingat2 skit... " of course hanin ingat mama....sekali-sekala apa salahnya kan? lagipun sambil-sambil kuar....leh tangok baju baby...eeee!! tak sabar nak gi Singapore shopping baju baby....heheh! tengah pujuk ayah nie....




tu gambar masa time raya... two years ago with my great family and tok mama....time tu kurus lagik...hahahah! nie ler supporters hanin yang always bagi hanin kuat biler farshid takde..thanks!

Then, last Monday....kuar with Aisha, Sar and Fiza....lama x kuar with them....seronok borak-borak....lama tak jumpa...semua happy with life masing-masing..(congrats to my bestest fren, Aisha..i'm happy for you).....mama asik call banyak-banyak kali pesan...jangan balik lambat.. Rasa macam single lak....i'm happy to have a mom like that...caring sangat-sangat...

haaa.ni gambar us dulu-dulu.....aisha yang belah kiri...she's also my pengapit....



miss lepak-lepak macam dulu....tapi sekarang x boleh dah.....dah penat...hahahhahah!! tak larat nak jalan-jalan..maybe dah makin gemuk kot :P kalau hanin cakap jek kat hubby hanin..mesti dier kata.."tak sayang.......you makin comel jek..." pandai eh..you sayang..suka amik hati i...nie yang i sayang kat you.... (jap...korang tengok eh..gambar hanin pregnant..bulat sangat2.betul tak hanin dah makin comel?)


thank u to all my frens...hanin jadik kuat because of you all....thanks for your support.....sedih memang sedih..lonely memang lonely without my hubby...tapi i am happy with my life to have a great hubby....great family and great friends...muahs!!!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Bye...bye


Bye!! Bye!! Fly (or the real name Fazli)......he's the guy in black shirt..yang putih-putih tu...he's my second sis's fiance(adik yang pakai baju putih).....dah seminggu Fly ke Dubai...he's working as a chef there...dier akan pergi for 2 years....balik-balik jek diorg kawin....


Ayah and mama slalu usik me and adik...." pandai anak ayah cari orang-orang yang jauh....hehehehe!!" Yelah!! satu chef kat Dubai.....satu engineer Misc selalu belayar.....tak tau ler our last sister nak cari orang macam mana....tp sekarang dier couple with this one nice guy studying as automotive engineering...dier belajar utk jadi engineer utk kereta lumba like F1...hahaha!! merantau gak ler....

Now, tinggal me and my second sis (with our maid) jek kat umah....my parents kat johor.....yg kecik belajar kat Pahang....alhamdulillah...both of us kuat...hahahah!! tapi klu masuk bilik memasing..menangis gak ler...hahahahahah!! thats why both of us sleep together....

sigh!! miss the old days....masa time kecik-kecik, before kawin....selalu lepak sama-sama, main sama-sama, shopping sama-sama ( ayah selalu bagi me and my sisters tido at cititel midvalley, utk shopping....dier malas bawa us shopping...hahahah!), and of course gossiping....


Now!! me and my sisters makin rapat...maybe ayah and mama jauh....and laki kitorang takde...bolehler....kitorg gossip-gossip macam dulu...

eventhough, we look happy from the outside...but deep inside our heart...only God knows thats we really...really miss our guy :(