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Sunday, June 7, 2009

She misses you :(




B......SHE MISSES YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

since b pegi dari pagi semalam....Kyra asyik meragam je....she knows her daddy is not here with her....nasib baik B still kat Bintulu. at least u can call and talk to her (thru loud speaker or 3G)....biler B cakap je with Kyra...she will smile and happy balik.....and then, she slept happily (tapi honey mesti selimutkan dier with your baju yang tak basuh..so that she can smell you)...if B busy with your work...tak boleh call...Kyra start mengamuk until i don't know what to do...sometimes i cry sebab rasa helpless sangat....all i can say to her.....

"Kyra...please...mommy needs you to be strong.....daddy goes to work....daddy loves you....he goes to work because of you...."



she slept peacefully
after you've talked to her...she misses u,B..
mesti kena selimutkan Kyra
with your baju yang tak basuh...

yang honey rasa sedih sangat...Kyra menangis sampai pukul-pukul Honey...maybe this is her first time without you.....maybe dier rasa lonely :( dier pelik kot....daddy dier takde....aunties dier takde....grandparents dier pun takde....yang layan dier only me and kak wassini...



Kyra cries because dier sedar
daddy dier dah naik ship...


i realize i miss you too.....biler B takde....baru honey rasa lost...Honey rasa dimanjakan...dulu B buat everything....for the whole 2 and a half months B tolong mandikan Kyra...bagi kyra minum susu....bagi Kyra burp....help me to change her diapers...u brought us jalan-jalan....Now....i'm doing it all alone....i'll try my best,B...to find my strength to give her the best....i'll try my best,B...not to show her how much i miss you...nanti Kyra sedih if Honey sedih....i'll try to smile so that she smiles...i'll try to laugh so that she laughs....

B...we love you sooooo much....in our mind...B goes to work...you need our support for your career...we will give our support to you....i'll try to make Kyra understand her daddy's work.

tonight you will be leaving for Taiwan...entah berapa lama..B takde line...and mesti Kyra tercari-cari your voice....honey tengok dier happy je biler cakap with B on 3G...happy je dier tengok B on the phone...we will always wait for your call...

B, jangan risau...insyaAllah...after this she will get used to your work...one day, she will understand...why did you leave us...bagi dier peluang untuk faham your career....baru semalam dier berpisah dengan B...no matter what...she will always love you :)


happy je dapat tengok B
dalam 3G



sigh!! im crying B...*i love you too*...nanti tonight, honey nak bedtime story kat Kyra about you...The Greatest Daddy!!



13 comments:

shima said...

Hanin...Akak tau apa yg hani rasa sekarang coz we are in the same boat. Hanin kena kuat coz kyra need u..do take care dear. be strong kay

Amazing AJ said...

gile sedih.

Mcm drama atau novel pon ade. IShh. Jgn wat ayat sedey kak. Ni kalah cite telenovela kt blog sy tu. ehehe

Ena Mazly said...

Oh dear..pity little kyra... rindu daddy ye sayang... Daddy gi work ye... nnt daddy balik..kyra jgn noty2 ek, be a good girl kay...syian mummy ...

hanin, be strong kay..i know u can handle it very well !!!! we are the super women.

Dina said...

Hmm.
I teringat kat my biras yang nanges jugak bile Dazeman nanges teruk gile dulu-dulu.

Sampai die tatau nak buat ape (tough she's a doctor!) she headed to the nearest clinic suh nurse tolong bagi Dazeman calm down.

Rupenye kene peluk je baby tu kuat-kuat, rapatkan die kat badan kite.. tak payah dodoi-dodoi or anything else.

Tatau la whether it works for all babies but you can be strong for her and hug Kyra all might when she cries okay dear?

Love you!

aiEdfaRa said...

kak hanin..
sdey nye bace diz entry..
hUu~

sabar ea..
i noe u'r strong sis..


*k.hanin..due to certain reason, fara nk private kn my blog..t bg ur e mel k..

PurpearlLyna said...

kak hanin, be strong babe!!
I know u can handle it.

kak Nin pnh dgr lagu
Pergi Utk Kembali by Ello.
Lyric dia best , sesuai utk kita.hehehe

Raja Nurul Anis said...

waaa akak....sedihnye..*sob,sob*...x pe2..tabahkan hati yea!

Marsha~ said...

seriously... jatuh air mata i baca ni.. sedih sangat.. kesian kyra.. Kyra sayang, be strong okay??? ramai org yg sayang kyra ada dengan kyra.. ohya, mummy pun sama.. daddy works... cari rezeki, kyra be strong okay??

actually i nak bagitau u tapi asyik terlupa.. sepatutnya sebelum farshid pergi, kurangkan time diorg together secara perlahan2 means farshid slowly renggang sket dgn kyra so kyra takdelah terasa sgt bila daddy dia takde.. itu yg i buat dulu. rasa kesian sangat kalau tiba2 je daddy dia takde.. i nak ckp dulu tapi samada tk sampai hati atau terlupa..

takpe, mcm u cakap, kyra tu strong.. balut dgn baju daddy dia selalu.. sehari dua nanti dia pasti okay.. jgn biar dia sendiri, happykan dia dengan ramai org sekeliling dia. nanti dia ok..

ety said...

kyra sayang...xmao nangis2 yer...

kyra kuatkan...daddy g work...nnti daddy balik,daddy bwk kyra n mummy jalan2 yer..

jnji ngn untie tau xmau nangis..nnti untie bwk rizqi main2 ngn kyra nak x?..

hanin kena kuat tuk kyra tau..ramai yg bg support kat hanin..

HaninFarshid said...

kak shima..

thanks kak...yups! i'll try to be as strong as u...akak boleh buat untuk anak-anak akak...i'll try to do the same ;) hope one day..kyra will be strong as sufya and aqief :)

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AJ

hahaha!! pandai AJ buat k.nin happy..if Kyra dah pandai baca..mesti dier ketawa ngan lawak AJ nie ;)

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kak ena

yes we are kak! thats why we are the chosen one because we are strong :)

ok aunty..kyra try tak nak naughty2..kyra good girl..daddy selalu cakap macam tu kat kyra...i'll wait for daddy's homecoming :)

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dina

thanks for your support...yups! thats what i'm doing...hanin selalu letak Kyra dalam pouch and hug her tightly so that she can sleep peacefully and feel safe...yang penting shirt daddy dier mesti ada..24/7 hanin letak shirt daddy dier dekat ngan dier...

thanks for ur supportive words...it makes me stronger...try to be happy for kyra so that she's happy always

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farra...

i'll try farra...to be strong for Kyra..thanks sis :)

e-mail: honeyn82@yahoo.com

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lyna

thanks sis....i'll try to be strong :)

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Angosh

thanks dear :)

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marsha

thank u for ur supportive words...it makes me stronger...i hope kyra is as strong as kak Qila dier...

nanti next time hanin akan buat apa yg marsha buat tu...slowly jauhkan dier dari daddy dier...takut daddy dier yang tak boleh :)

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ety...

ok aunty ety...kyra try tak nak cry :) kyra be good girl....heheh! nanti aunty nak bawa rizky?hehehe! sian rizky kena buli ngan kyra :)

ok..ety..hanin try to be strong...thanks for ur support...
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thanks everyone for ur support....terharu hanin...i'll try to be strong...

to ecah...thank you for your support...walaupun thru the fon...hanin rasa ok skit...i'll try to follow ur idea...macam best gak :)semalam ketawa terkekek2 kyra tengok gambar daddy dier...

nutanittoo said...

cdey la bce entry nih sis hanin..
xpe. baby kyra yg cumill tuh mesti kuat punye :)

takecare sis n kyra cutie :)
mwuaaaahhhhhhxxx ~

HaninFarshid said...

thanks nuta :)

Belly-Button said...

kesiannya kyra...
b tough ya.. sedey lak ble bc entry ni..huhu..