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Monday, July 12, 2010

Dream or Reality??

Hmm....is it just a dream? or is it a reality?? :) papepun...my wish had comes true :) hehehe....entahlah...kalau hanin mimpi....kenapa hanin rasa real sangat-sangat?...i'm sooooooo happy!!!

masa time birthday hanin,masa time cake cutting....semua suruh hanin buat wish....heheh!! hanin potong cake 2 kali,k....satu ngan family...satu ngan kawan-kawan hanin....so....hanin just suka-suka wish...no harm...just for fun....apa yang hanin wish?? heheheh!! rahsialah...banyak tau hanin wish....but one of my wishes is.......

i wished farshid's there for me for my birthday....and hanin harap sangat-sangat hanin dapat jumpa farshid secepat mungkin...i miss him sooooooooo much!! as i told you...the wish is for fun....yelah....farshid baru je naik kapal....macam mana hanin nak jumpa dier secepat mungkin....at least bulan November baru hanin dapat jumpa dier....Yups! B...i miss everything about you...especially when you hug me while im sleeping....i love the way you hug me....i felt safe in your arms....and banyak lagi lah hanin wish...Only Allah knows what i wish for :) tapi yang tu je yang hanin betul-betul harapkan....FARSHID...

that nite (malam birthday hanin...)......

maybe hanin and kyra penat sangat...yelah...the whole day kuar...both of us tertido awal.....suddenly hanin terbangun dari tido.....hanin terkejut.....pintu bilik hanin terbukak skit....cuba teka sapa bukak pintu....yups! it's HIM!!

"B....is that you......is that really you??" i asked him....hanin betul-betul tak percaya.....

My B came to me.....dodoikan hanin...and usap-usap rambut hanin.....sigh! hanin rasa macam kyra lak...macam baby kena manja....

"shhhh!! tido honey...B balik kejap je...i know you miss me...i miss you too" and then he hug me...hanin sukaaaaaaaa!!!

"honey....be strong for me...be strong for kyra...tamo sedih-sedih tau....B kena pergi kerja....i want to give the best to both of you...always remember..i love you and kyra soooooooooo much!!"

ok sayang...honey janji...i'll be strong *crying* for you......

and then, my hubby kissed our lil kyra yang tengah tido lena and hug her..."daddy dengar...kyra rindu daddy eh? I miss you too....please don't cry my lil' cili padi....kyra sedih...nanti mommy sedih....mommy sedih...daddy mesti tak boleh buat kerja..risaukan both of you..."

we talked and we laughed all nite long...i had fun.....hanin lepaskan semua rindu hanin kat my hubby malam tu.....sampai hanin tertido...

and then, hanin terbangun dari tido hanin.....Astaghfirullahu'azim...it's just a dream but it felt soooooooo real...i can still feel his love....and the hug....i can still feel him hugging me...and i can still smell him....masih terasa kehangatan B peluk honey....

and then, my HP berbunyi.....OMG.....my B called!! yes....i just dream of him....and now...he called...kebetulan ke??



HIM : Hi,sayang.....i just had a dream about you and kyra....


ME : Really?? B mimpi apa??


HIM : B mimpi B balik rumah sekejap.....B peluk honey and kyra....kiter borak-borak....bla..bla...bla...*my hubby cerita about his dream*


ME : Ya Allah! B......honey pun mimpi sama.....




and yes! i told him apa yang hanin mimpi......and yes...mimpi me and him lebih kurang sama....thank you soooooo much Allah....thank you for this wonderful dream :) my wish had come true....apa yang hanin mintak...alhamdulillah dah tercapai *I wished for HIM*...mimpi pun mimpilah...at least hanin mimpikan farshid ;) until now, i still remember my dream of him hugging me to sleep....and yes! i feel him here with him....inside my heart....his love always there for me :)

I love you soooooooo much,B....*crying*

B,jangan risau...Your love makes me strong...honey janji tunggu B balik..I will always pray for you to come back safely....honey bersyukur sangat-sangat B call honey...at least Honey tau B sihat and happy kerja....and yes!! of course you miss us as mush as we miss you....or more ;)

tak sangkakan B...kiter mimpi sama?? Im smiling of happiness.....


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here are the picas of Me,HIM and our lil kyra.....thanks Sue for the lovely picas....i love it!!! honey tau...B pun mesti suka pictures nie.....honey dah e-mail kat B :)




us!!






the happy us ;)






I love this pic...
kyra and daddy!!








we miss you soooo much,B!





14 comments:

Mrs. Amie said...

be strong Hanin! I know u can do it! bu always do! kan? be tough for Kyra as usual...sabar ok! happy birthday dear!

Marsha~ said...

(senyum) tatau nak cakap ape..... (senyum lagi)

Mummy Zara Sofea said...

heheh..i iye2 ingt ur hubby balik...then, rupenye mimpi yeh..

mm..xpe, ..b strong...

hanny maness said...

be strong kak nin ! :)
sweet sangat mimpi tu. dala mimpi yg sama :))

HaninFarshid said...

amie,

thanks dear :) thanks for ur support...insyaAllah i'll be strong :) kiss qaira for me...

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marsha,

:)

HaninFarshid said...

sheeda,

memang mimpi tu hanin rasa real sangat...especially i can still feel his hug :)

yang bestnya...on the same nite...me and him had a same dream...dream of each other....hehehe!

HaninFarshid said...

hanny,

thanks hanny :) tu la...tak sangka k.nin and abg farshid :)alhamdulillah...

Ely Hasrul said...

touching nye.. sob sob (emo..)

be strong! kiss kyra

HaninFarshid said...

ely,

thanks dear....

yups! biler hanin teringat balik mimpi tu...mesti hanin menangis....tak sangka hajat hanin termakbul...even though its just a dream...

~ SueHarriz ~ said...

hikkkk...me too..donno wat to say

Elin said...

ala..sangat syahdu baca entry ni...cam real je hanin. Farshid pun boleh mimpi yg sama...betapa besar kuasaNya....Hanin be strong for lil kyra yg cute tu. Opsss.....dah lama nak wish..sorry sgt2.. Happy Belated B'day Hanin...semoga pjg umr n dimurahkan rezeki...happy always with farshid, kyra n ur family :)

HaninFarshid said...

sue,

hanin pun tak terkata apa biler farshid call and cakap dier mimpi yang sama :)

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lin,

thanks dear...

yups!!betapa hebatnya kuasa Allah...the dream makes me stronger :) hanin tau farshid akan sentiasa bersama dengan hanin...always!

Anita, Mummy Adzryl said...

dah namanya jodoh dari Allah... ;) don't worry hanin! he'll be back soon, insya Allah! meanwhile, take care u! :D

ety said...

besarnya nikmat yang tuhan bg kan...sebagai pasangan suami isteri..

be strong dear...