A Part Of Me
As I sit and remember
When you were still a part of me
I try to forget...
Your life was never meant to be.
You were given a life, a soul, a name
But now things will never be the same.
You were mine to give life to
Though only for a while
Things had changed...
I will never see your smile.
Yet my love for you
Will never disappear
Though your voice, your laugh,
I will never get to hear.
You will always be my baby
Though I've never seen your face.
Not a thing in this world
Can ever take your place.
I know you won't get over it but life must go on...It was meant to be or it was the best (remember what Dr. Hamid arshat told us?)...I know Allah has a better plan for you in future.Your baby is in a better place now (i know he will be in heaven and he will say to you "Mommy please don't cry.... when I fall it doesn't hurt, there are no tears in heaven.")..Now you will have an angel in heaven :) Cry when you need because i know your tears are helping you grieve..Don't feel guilty you laughed today...there is no particular ways you 'should' feel or things you 'should' do.there are no rules about how grieving should go...do take care...and always remember...you have lots of friends out there...they will always be with you. they'll listen to you and laughed with you...that is the power of support...I just wish I knew the perfect thing to say to make you feel better but I know there is none. This is so unfair and I am just so so sorry.
"Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief"- Albert Camus..
p/s: to Along..u r really such a great friend and sister to her...