"Yes Daddy...As i promise you...i behave myself.." :)

cak!! hi daddy :)

Daddy......tadi Kyra kuar jalan-jalan with mommy ngan mama wani and papa raedi (bf mama wani) gi One Utama....hehehe! lama kyra tak kuar,daddy...rindu sangat-sangat masa time daddy bawa kyra and mommy gi shopping and jalan-jalan....tak sabar tunggu daddy balik....Kyra rindu sangat-sangat kat daddy :( even though i miss you, i tried to be happy so that mommy pun happy....tak payah risau pasal Kyra....Kyra good girlkan,daddy??? as i promise you....i behave myself... daddy tau tak? penat kyra posing kat camera, camcoder and DSLR camera...3 camera tuh...huh! kyra macam model lak...takpe...kyra suka :) i love taking pictures...mommy kata nak buat album and video untuk daddy..so that...u will not miss watching me growing up :)

mommy...i think mr koala cakap2 ngan Kyralah...
betul lah mommy..heheheh!

kyra good girl je sementara
tunggu mommy abis makan

Daddy...mommy bought few clothes for me....cantik sangat-sangat...i know i will look cute in those clothes...hehehe! bertambahlah koleksi pakaian Kyra :) mommy pun beli baju for her at forever 21...sementara tunggu mommy slim down balik...mommy shopping kat situ jelah hehehe...Daddy, mommy dah bersemangat nak kurus balik after mommy tengok dier turun 2 kg lagi this morning :) I will help mommy to loose her weight...mesti mommy dapat kurus lepas penat jaga kyra and tak lalu makan sebab rindu daddy..(yelah tu!!) :P


oh!! tadi masa kat OU....kyra tengok mommy terlompat-lompat when you called her..Just Kidding!! takdelah...mommy happy je...takde lah lompat-lompat...mommy kenalah jaga maruah mommy sebagai seorang ibu :P Kyra tengok...bersinar-sinar muka mommy when she talked to you on the phone....good mood je mommy....lepas tu main message-message lagi :) mommy kata daddy dah sampai Taiwan...so..that means...daddy ada line .......yay!!! daddy boleh selalu call and message us....kan best kalau Kyra boleh lompat...memang kyra dah lompat dah sekarang ;)

it's my feeding time :)



mama wani takes care of me
while mommy makan




papa raedi suka usik kyra...

kyra dah tukar baju....kyra poo banyak sangat
sampai kena dress kyra.....heheheh!!
love hugging mr koala while sleeping :)

daddy....got to go...it's my feeding time..lepas tu kyra nak mandi...then, nak tukar baju tido...bye!! can't wait for your call tonight...nak dengar suara daddy....love you soooooooo much...miss you too!! daddy kerja rajin-rajin tau....kyra dah janji ngan mommy...nak rajin macam daddy one day :) oh! mommy loves you too...muahx!!

Kyra happy...i'm happy :)

YAY!!!! my lil Kyra dah happy balik....aminnnnnnn!!! dier dengar suara daddy dier je...senyum-senyum dier....heheheh! bukan Kyra sorang je...mommy pun sama...senyum sampai telinga...thanks for calling B :) tak sabar B sampai taiwan esok....lagiler kyra happy...dapat cakap lama-lama ngan daddy....hope ada 3G...leh Kyra tengok muka daddy dier :)

Alhamdulillah B...Kyra sekarang dah makin ok....maybe sikit-sikit dier dah boleh accept kerja B...every night sebelum kyra tido..i always talk to her about you....B jangan risau...of course semua good stuff about you :) heee! banggaler tu....biler Kyra menangis je...Honey akan cakap kat Kyra...."Kyra..daddy loves you.." terus dier diam ;) and then dier happy balik...tidur pun senyum-senyum...hehehe! mimpi daddy dier lah tu..kan Kyra?

lagi satu yang buat Kyra happy....of course grandma,grandpa,mama adik and mama wani dier dah balik from perth,australia...first-first kyra merajuk gak tak nak kat diorang...tapi biler grandma dier pujuk-pujuk and then tunjuk baju-baju baru and toys dier yang grandma and grandpa beli kat Aussie...terus ok..siap manja-manja lagi...heh! anak mommy nie....boleh tahan eh? pandai bodek :P ikut sapa ler nie? ;)

B..honey nak gi australia lagi...pleaseeeee!!

Kyra tido dengan happynya ditemani
papa koala bear, mama koala bear and baby koala bear :P

mama hanin cakap...kyra mengamuk sebab dah lama tak gi shopping and dah lama tak tengok baju baru....hahahah!! betul ke?? takdelah B..mama buat lawak je....of course Kyra mengamuk sebab dier rindu B :)

malam nie kyra boleh ler tido dengan happynya....dah dengar suara daddy....and grandpa...grandma...mama adik and mama wani dah ada dekat dier....fuh!! lega hanin......tido best hanin malam nie..hehehe!

B..are you happy now? mesti B dapat kerja dengan tenangnya biler tau Kyra sekarang dah OK kan? :)

kena tido awal nie....esok nak gi One Utama...saja je bawa kyra jalan-jalan and then tengok baju for her...dah ada orang teman and nak bawa ;) baru bersemangat skit mommy nak gi...heee! b jangan risau....mommy gi ngan wani, kak wasini and kyra je ;)

Good night everyone...harap-harap malam nie kyra dapat tido dengan lenanya..sambil mimpi daddy dier :)

oh! lupa nak cakap...thank you so much ayah and mama :) sebab beli barang for me, farshid and kyra..heeee! happy sangat-sangat....

some of Kyra's clothes...
thanks ayah and mama....
kyra happy je!




;)

B.... cantik sangat-sangat beg yang ayah and mama belikan untuk honey....mama kata kat sana murah...lagipun Gucci,Prada and Coach are affordable branded items and kadang-kadang diorang buat sale ( macam cerita confessions of a shopaholic tu)....heee..jahat nie...cucuk B...kenapaler LV tak pernah buat sale macam brand yang lain tu...geram.......tumpang mama jelah....hehehe...nanti kiter gi Australia eh? lama dah tak gi sana ... klu tak pun US ikut mama and ayah....hahaha! tunggu swine flu nie reda dulu...leh melawat skolah rendah and menengah B kat washington DC and tempat lahir honey kat Ohio ;) or UK? melawat Tok Cu kat sana and tengok university tempat B study dulu...heeee...kena kumpul duitler macam nie...tak salahkan berangan? ;) lagipun kat sana branded items murah sangat-sangat....one day eh,B...One day.... *berangan*.....sukanya honey berangan :)

one day...you will understand your daddy :)

Alhamdulillah...now Kyra dah OK skit..i think...tak menangis-nangis macam semalam....tapi adaler skit-skit biler tiba-tiba dier rasa no one by her side...B..jangan risau..kyra will always miss her daddy ;)

"Kyra sayang...be strong ...mommy will always be by yourside...

mommy loves you...daddy loves you too..."

that is my song to her....hahaha!! hanin selalu repeat banyak-banyak kali....so that she knows ...me and my hubby will always love her. i always make sure that she knows her daddy is the gentlest, most loving and caring dad in the world :) i just hope she will always look up to her daddy...and i just hope she will have a good future like her daddy...mommy akan pastikan Kyra!!! itu janji mommy to daddy...daddy nak tengok kyra (dan adik-adik) berjaya dalam hidup :)

biler mommy tengok kyra tidur....mommy sedih sangat-sangat....kyra still small and tak faham apa-apa...u looked soooo innocent...but mommy dah janji dengan daddy...mommy kena kuat untuk Kyra....this is my first time kena tinggal with a child...this is Kyra's first time kena tinggal dengan daddy...i know this is hard for both of us...tapi...mommy tau...one day..anak mommy will understand daddy's career....

yes!! daddy works really hard and had to be away a lot...but mommy knows...biler daddy balik...he will pay attention to us more than we know....he cares about us....and kyra...daddy wants you to know that you are his most special girl in the world...And you will always be his baby :)

last message from daddy before daddy nak gi taiwan :-

"Honey...you have been great to B..giving the best..do appreciate it...is being fun having Kyra in our life...she brings happiness to us..thank you dear for this precious gift,our lil Kyra..love you sooo much..muahs..do wait for my call"

*crying* you are welcome B :)

eee...tak sabar B nak sampai bintulu balik next week...kyra...daddy kata daddy anchor for 2 weeks...yahoo!! 24/7 kiter leh borak-borak ngan daddy ;)

hmmmm...while my Kyra's sleeping and my hubby takde line nak call me.....hanin rasa bosan sangat....tak tau apa nak buat...suddenly mama message me from Aussie..
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mama:
Have you eaten?

me:
no...tak tau nak makan apa...hanin takde mood...hanin nak makan best...tapi sian nak tinggal kyra...nak bawa kyra...dier tido dah...tak nak kacau...


mama:
i know u miss farshid but u must eat...why don't you order mcdonald or pizza hut?


me:
bosan ler mama....


mama:
apa kata order TGIF?


me:
a'ah...thanks mama...love you....


mama:
love you too....hanin kena jaga health hanin juga..i've bought some clothes for you and kyra...esok jangan lupa amik mama semua kat airport...


me:
ok mama....thanks again....love you...

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Yay!! esok mama,ayah,adik and wani semua balik...tak sabar.....at last ada orang teman me jaga Kyra....

hehe! of course...I've ordered TGIF thru roomservice deliveries....tryler...macam-macam food boleh order...nak order Chilli's kawasan subang jaya takde...sambil-sambil makan tu....rindu lak kat my hubby...dier suka sangat makan kat TGIF or Chilli's...sigh!! i really hope you are here with me...oppss!! kena makan cepat-cepat....nanti Kyra bangun....

yes Kyra..
mommy tau...your love belongs
to daddy

tido pun mr rhino and daddy teman

hehehe!! makan besar mommy malam nie

nyum! nyum...my favs...
daddy teman mommy makan :)

P/s: thanks fiza sebab melawat hanin and kyra...really appreciate it!! i hope i can join you and azam kat Naili's tapi Kyra dah tido :) next time eh,dear..kiter lepak-lepak macam dulu ;)

She misses you :(

B......SHE MISSES YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

since b pegi dari pagi semalam....Kyra asyik meragam je....she knows her daddy is not here with her....nasib baik B still kat Bintulu. at least u can call and talk to her (thru loud speaker or 3G)....biler B cakap je with Kyra...she will smile and happy balik.....and then, she slept happily (tapi honey mesti selimutkan dier with your baju yang tak basuh..so that she can smell you)...if B busy with your work...tak boleh call...Kyra start mengamuk until i don't know what to do...sometimes i cry sebab rasa helpless sangat....all i can say to her.....

"Kyra...please...mommy needs you to be strong.....daddy goes to work....daddy loves you....he goes to work because of you...."

she slept peacefully
after you've talked to her...she misses u,B..
mesti kena selimutkan Kyra
with your baju yang tak basuh...

yang honey rasa sedih sangat...Kyra menangis sampai pukul-pukul Honey...maybe this is her first time without you.....maybe dier rasa lonely :( dier pelik kot....daddy dier takde....aunties dier takde....grandparents dier pun takde....yang layan dier only me and kak wassini...

Kyra cries because dier sedar
daddy dier dah naik ship...

i realize i miss you too.....biler B takde....baru honey rasa lost...Honey rasa dimanjakan...dulu B buat everything....for the whole 2 and a half months B tolong mandikan Kyra...bagi kyra minum susu....bagi Kyra burp....help me to change her diapers...u brought us jalan-jalan....Now....i'm doing it all alone....i'll try my best,B...to find my strength to give her the best....i'll try my best,B...not to show her how much i miss you...nanti Kyra sedih if Honey sedih....i'll try to smile so that she smiles...i'll try to laugh so that she laughs....

B...we love you sooooo much....in our mind...B goes to work...you need our support for your career...we will give our support to you....i'll try to make Kyra understand her daddy's work.

tonight you will be leaving for Taiwan...entah berapa lama..B takde line...and mesti Kyra tercari-cari your voice....honey tengok dier happy je biler cakap with B on 3G...happy je dier tengok B on the phone...we will always wait for your call...

B, jangan risau...insyaAllah...after this she will get used to your work...one day, she will understand...why did you leave us...bagi dier peluang untuk faham your career....baru semalam dier berpisah dengan B...no matter what...she will always love you :)

happy je dapat tengok B
dalam 3G

sigh!! im crying B...*i love you too*...nanti tonight, honey nak bedtime story kat Kyra about you...The Greatest Daddy!!

daddy dah nak naik ship :(

we're backkkkkk!!!

hehehe! sebenarnya semalam hanin dah balik....me,my hubby and lil Kyra...last minute planning tiba-tiba nak gi JB tengok my parents kat sana...sambil-sambil tu bawa Kyra jalan-jalan for her 2 months birthday ;) takde buat pape kat sana..just lepak-lepak..makan-makan...shopping-shopping je :P

on the way nak gi JB.. tengah berangan...

Oh! my ayah also brought us to Ledang Heights/east leadang/horizon hills at Kota Iskandar....eeee...saja je ayah bawa tengok-tengok umah and tanah there...cantik sangat rumah kat sana...mama and ayah pun suka ;) dah kat sana....we lepak at Puteri Harbour...tempat boat...suka sangat...macam kat Sanctuary Cove,Australia.....it is one of Iskandar malaysia punya project...

me

sian ayah...mama tak ikut sebab kerja...

my hubby

my baby baik je tido dalam stroller...

we went to JB for 2 days only....balik hari khamis (yesterday)...sampai-sampai je KL...mama and ayah terus bersiap nak gi Perth,Australia with my sisters.....their flight pukul 12 midnight...sedih.....hanin and kyra will be lonely :( my hubby lak nak sign on Puteri Zamrud this 6th June, that is tomorrow, flight kul 11.30 am...bosannyaaaaa!! no one at home....only me,kyra and our maid....nasib baik rumah my Tok mama kat belakang je :P leh lepak sana klu bosan...

B, me and Kyra will miss you...

yang penting...my mama, ayah,and sisters dah janji nak beli clothes for Kyra...tak sabar tunggu diorang balik ;)

today.....we went to Jabatan Imigresen at terminal 2 Subang airport buat pasport for Kyra....yessssss!!! my lil girl dah ada pasport....ayah suruh buat...sebab...senang nanti nak bawa Kyra jalan-jalan..heheheh!! of course 1st trip Kyra nak gi Singapore, end of this june....shopping baju raya for my baby ;) hehehe.....2nd trip...tengah plan with my hubby....can't wait nak bawa kyra jalan jauh-jauh....tapi Kyra kena janji with mommy kena jadi good girl tau :P kalau tak...kena tinggal...tapi alhamdulillah..setakat nie kyra suka jalan-jalan...baik je dier...heeee..

pasport my lil girl... tengok tu...muka gangster Kyra :P




hee...happynya..
my baby dah leh jalan-jalan




baik dier dalam
pangkuan kak wassini

sementara tunggu pasport siap for two hours...lepak jap at OU....cari birthday present for my small cousin...tomorrow is her birthday..adaler makan-makan skit...sambil-sambil tu ada ler beli flip flash alphabet and numbers for Kyra...tak sabar nak ajar my baby.....really miss being a teacher...takpe Kyra..mommy ajar Kyra pun seronok apa...will give you my best...sambil-sambil tu shopping baju for me and kyra nak gi birthday party my cousin,Fisha esok....mommy will be alone :( daddy dah naik kapal....

tak sabar nak
teach Kyra...

Tomorrow kena bangun awal...nak hantar my hubby gi KLIA.....tengah emo nie.....

kyra....kyra jelah yang teman mommy...buat mommy happy :) daddy dah nak naik ship....mommy will be strong for you...

oppsss...my hubby dah panggil...got to go....nak gi umah my Parents in Law...daaaa!!


P/S: B....honey janji jaga Kyra baik-baik...she will always remember her daddy....muahx! we love you soooo much! B kerja rajin-rajin eh!

My lil baby is 2 months old

heeeee....Good Morning,everyone!! Mesti my lil Kyra fikir.....Apaler mommy nie...Suka Kacau Kyra tido...Dah ler Kyra tido best jek semalam...Yups!! pagi-pagi lagi hanin dah kacau my lil baby....just to say.....

" Happy 2 months,Kyra"

Cepatnya my Kyra dah besar :) And yes....she's my shopping partner now....heee....dah pandai dah.. excited biler masuk kedai baju....hahahah!

Kyra...mommy just doakan Kyra membesar menjadi anak yang bijak dan solehah....mommy loves you sooooo much...

mommy rasa macam semalam je...you were inside my tummy...now..i hold and feel you in my arms :)

ok...it's bath time for my baby....tengah fikir nak bawa kyra gi mana celebrate her 2nd Month birthday tonite with my hubby and my sisters....tapi before that...bawa kyra shopping for tonight celebration ;)


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Pics of my lil Kyra tido...heheh...nampak tak kain warna Green tu....thats my pouch/sling or whatever they call it....nak bagi dier tido dengan baik..kena balut with that kain...and selain kena balut...she loves to sleep in her gym yang daddy dier bought for her....yes...kyra tido ganas skit...sampai terkeluar kaki dier from her jumper suit :)

style tido yang sama...
anak daddy ler katakan...
(sowi,B..i put this pic...i love it!)

heeee...tengok tu.. her small feet
outside her jumper suit :P

heee...anak mommy dah bangun...suka buat muka kerek dier....geram..mommy suka kacau dier tido :P