Chinese New Year Shopping!

Gong Xi Fa Chai....Happy Chinese New Year!!! Juz came back from my Kampung, Kuala Kangsar...tiring...but happy...Alhamdulillah..semua dah settle kat kampung (pasal tanah..harta..bla...bla...)...Ayah jahat..dier yang nak buat kenduri..tiba-tiba ayah ada business kat Jakarta....so, me...mama...adik and wani yang balik kampung :P

Last Saturday (24thJanuary2009), hectic giler....kul 4am...hantar ayah gi KLIA....then, 6am bertolak balik kampung..huhu! highway jam giler....almost 4-5 hours ler gak stuck in jam.sampai sakit-sakit belakang...sampai jek at kampung check in kat resort kat tepi sungai...huhuh! ayah suh kitorg duduk kat resort because anak dier sorang nie pregnant...takut tak selesa biler ramai orang :P Hanin still sedih...tak dapat join my bestie for her merisik/tunang....but i'm happy for her...really..really happy....congrats to my dear friend,Aisha...Alhamdulillah!! dalam bulan 11 you akan jadi milik Agos.. :)

The next day, is our kenduri...kul 11am start...sigh! love kampung...especially the food (kan, sayang? rendang tok arwah nenek the best...still remember last raya...my hubby makan dengan bestnya...sampai dua-dua tembam..heheh!) after kenduri...pembahagian harta session ;) huhu! secret....we did nothing at Kuala Kangsar.makan and tido...nasib baik my hubby ada line that day...he called me from Philipines...banyak-banyak kali sampai semua jeles..thanks sayang...dier risau me penat (actually dier risau kyra ok x... :) )

Pagi-pagi lagi dah msg...

"Hi good morning..mommy and kyra..how are u and our baby?really miss both of you..every morning i wake up smiling because i know you love me and i'll see you one day.."

*smiling* heh! daddy, mommy sakit belakang pun you know how to make me happy :) thanks sayang...as usual he called and smses me sampai takde line....dah ler line kampung line teruk sangat...hahahah! terlari-lariler hanin cari line...banyak nak gossip with my hubby...cerita pasal me and Kyra...pasal Ety dapat baby...gi ngan Along tgk baby...pasal dina...Pasal how i miss reen and ecah..pasal Aisha's engagement....Pasal Hp huhuhu!! my hubby dengar dengan penuh perasaan biler bini dier sorang nie bercerita...heheh!

we stayed there for 3 days...hari Isnin petang balik....makin bertambah montel ler me...makan best!! Ayah salah gak...heheh...dier tau anak dier x boleh resist masakan kampung..sapa suh balik? :P Noti you Hanin..suka salahkan org ;)

Hari selasa..the last day of cuti raya cina...cuba teka apa me, mama and my sisters buat?? huhu! of course ler...SHOPPING!!! for me...i beli baju, sebab baju byk yg dah x muat and of course baju for my baby ...gi Dorothy perkins, forever 21,Top Shop...bla..bla...bla...my baby the usual place...osh kosh and mother care....at Sunway Pyramid and Subang parade...malas nak gi jauh-jauh.Penat...

Mama ler pujuk anak dier yang bulat nie cari baju..

Mama: Hanin..beli ler...u need baju nak pakai jalan-jalan gi kuar makan ...

Hanin: Mama, this baju mahal...takkan nak pakai gi kedai mamak kot *smiling*

Mama: eh! mana orang tau mahal or murah....yang penting u need simple shirt to go out...

termakan ler pujuk mama...she's good at asking people to buy...if dier shopping semua kena shopping sekali..hahahah! nanti ayah tanya, mama kata beli baju untuk anak-anak..heh! pandai mama...

Gi tengok gak ler barang-barang baby...Hanin and mama dah suka tengok tempat tido baby and stroller...mama nak beli...tp hanin suh tunggu my hubby balik..sian dier....tak dapat merasai keseronokan bini dier shopping :P

Almost 1 whole day..shopping....beli make-up..baju....seluar...accesories....bla..bla....ayah called banyak-banyak kali from jakarta...dier jeles....hahah! nasib baik my hubby takde line....oh! forgot to tell y'all..my hubby and ayah perangai sama..suka call....maybe thats why i ada jodoh kot ngan my hubby :)

Balik umah jek..sakit-sakit kaki....suh K.wasini urut....huhuh! biasaler..badan makin besar...sorry sayang..honey kena join mama shopping..mama kata honey tak boleh stress..now, i'm almost 7 months...klu stress, nanti terberanak awal..hahahah!

P/S: I got three phone numbers now (Hanin dah forward kat all my frens rite?) the old one, still use...another 012, utk msg my hubby kat oversea(prepaid) and 019...untuk business :p (hadiah from my parents...sekali ngan fon...) do keep in touch ya!muahx!!

Me and Fillet O Fish

I'm reading Dina's,Reen's, Ecah's and Along's blog while eating my favourite burger...'Fish O Fillet'..Guess what??? I've ordered 3 ala carte Fish O Fillet...hahaha!! I know i'm getting fatter...Entahler...dari semalam Hanin teringin nak makan burger nie...Ajak adik gi makan Mcdonald dier tak nak ( nak ajak wani, tak boleh..dier demam)...dier nak makan kat Thai restaurant..so, terpaksa ler ikut...dier yang drive :( sebab merajuk, Hanin order tom yam jek (with milo blended)..heheheh!! Balik rumah...Hanin msg-msg my hubby (walaupun dier takde line...) luahkan perasaan...sampai adik Hanin perli "Kak Hanin ni tak betul ler...ada ke main msg sorang?" Eleh! jeles ler tu :P adik lain....Fly kat Dubai (her fiance)..tak gerak-gerak..leh ler call-call...main skype...huhuh!! nanti Abang Farshid call, Kak Nin jeleskan adik..heheheh!! diorang memang selalu jeles pun...Biasaler adik-beradik pompuan...selalu berlawan who got the best man..hahahah!!

Hanin msg sampai Hanin tertido :P Hanin terbangun tido after i had this dream...I dreamt of my moyang....Astaghfirullahuazim...I miss her...tengok jam...pukul 3.30am...Tengok handphone...ada msg from my hubby :)

" Sayang...at Brunei now...ada line jap..tomorrow B sampai Bintulu..How are u and Kyra?? Do miss you..terkejut B...ada banyak msg from sayang..heheheh!! Rindu B eh? kesian dier teringin Mcdonald...Kenapa tak call je delivery?? I hope i'm there for you...manjakan sayang...i know sayang selalu lapar at this time :P I love you sooooo much!! Do wait for me..."

ada banyak lagiler msg..tp rahsia ;)

heh! tried to call him dah takde line...takpe..tunggu esok....my perut still bunyi..kenapa ler Hanin tak fikir awal-awal..heheheh! sengal ler hanin nie...takkan nak call delivery waktu sekarang...huhuh!! I can feel that Kyra tak active..merajuk kot (heheh..salahkan baby lak)...takpe sayang..tomorrow kiter makan eh??

Still cannot sleep... tried to call my hubby...i don't know why...i miss him soooooo much!!! Hanin pujuk diri Hanin suruh sabar...tak sampai 3 months je lagi my hubby nak balik..*smiling to myself*....Sambil-sambil tak boleh tidur tu...kena cari idea nak cipta sweet love messages..kena lawan my hubby..heheh...Entahler...i'm not as good as him...pandai buat ayat....words that always make me smile :) Tak sabar sayang sampai Bintulu...ada banyak Honey nak story-story kat B...

I'm eating my 3rd Fillet O'Fish.. ;) (Kyra dah active balik...Betulllll!!!) Tak tauler lepas nie macam mana...nak kena pantang betul-betul nie...nak kena slim macam dulu...And still reading Dina's blog..I'm happy that she's Ok...and Padi dapat call dier....Just pray that padi dapat balik...to be there for her...I know she's one tough person...pape pun yang penting...D&C went well...Hanin tau Along will take a good care of her...

Suddenly....sambil melayan perasaan with my burger...and reading blogs.....i received lots of messages....hoooorayyyyy!! my hubby dah nak sampai bintulu.....

"Honey...nanti B call k!! Love you...Best makan Mcdonald?"

heh! macam tau-tau jek B...Only God knows how happy i am...dapat makan my favourite burgers and My hubby dapat call me...so, maxis...get ready....my bill mesti naik..kaya maxis nie..heheheh!! oh! thanks for your rewards...heheh!! jangan jeles Hanin dapat banyak rewards....dapat gi Bali....dapat gi phuket..naik cruise....tapi sayang....sampai bulan 4 jek....Hanin dah tak boleh gi mana-mana ;) macam adik hanin cakap..."klu maxis tak bagi reward untuk customer mcm kak hanin tak tauler " :P

Err..got to go...Handphone hanin dah bunyi ;) tata...

P/S: macam nak order je lagi....yum yum....

Quotes that i love

Just for fun..these are quotes yang hanin suka sangat-sangat..

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Long Distance Quotes :-

"Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Cathe


"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Niki


"5000 miles away and you are still right here, in my heart and mind."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Nikki


"I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can't change these feelings in my heart."
Source Unknown
Submitted by Matt


"Distance does not matter if two hearts are loyal to one another."
Unknown
Submitted by NickoG

"I miss you most when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy."
from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul


"I never knew what love was until I met you, then when distance pulled us apart, I found out what true love is."
Source Unknown


"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
Source Unknown


"Even though you're not here and nowhere to be found, my heart says you're still here and everywhere to be found."
Source Unknown



"You're never far away from someone when your heart is with them."
Source Unknown


"I am never alone with you in my heart."
Source Unknown


"I don't believe in long distance love; if you love someone, he is always right there, within your heart."
Source Unknown


"Though we're far apart, I know exactly where you are, every second, every moment; right here in my heart."
Source Unknown


"You know it's true love when no matter how far the distance is he can still make you smile."
Source Unknown

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Marriage Quotes:-


"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person."
Mignon McLaughlin

Love is an ideal thing,
marriage a real thing.

No man is truly married until
he understands every word
his wife is NOT saying.

If love is a dream, then marriage is the alarm clock.
--John Hagee

Marriages are made in heaven. But, again, so are thunder, lightning, tornados and hail.
Unknown

People think they have to find their soul mate to have a good marriage.
You're not going to "find" your soul mate.
Anyone you meet already has soul mates - their mother. Their father. Their lifelong friends.
You get married, and after 20 years of loving, bearing and raising kids, meeting challenges - then you'll "create" your soul mate.
Diane Sollee

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Love Quotes:-

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours.And if they don't, They never were"


"The best and beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must felt with the heart"


"We begin to love not by finding a perfect man, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"


"I Love you, not only for what you are, but for what i am, when i am with you.



You're the reason I believe in love
and you're the answer
to my prayers from up above.
All we need is just the two of us,
my dreams came true because of you"
~ Shania Twain

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These are some of my favourite love quotes...me and my hubby love exchanging love quotes through smses (walaupun kadang-kadang we cipta sendiri...but he's way better than me...he's good in words..he always make me smile with his sweet messages)

Someone To Love

Sementara tunggu k.wassini(my maid) masak pancake (yummy!!!)...i'm listening to my favourite song...'Someone to Love'-by Jon B feat. Baby face...Love this song soooo much...macam ada kena-mengena with me and hubby ;) (B...honey tengah jiwang...kyra lak menari-nari dalam perut biler dengar lagu nie)..sumpahhhh!! i can feel her dancing inside my tummy...Here's the lyric of our favourite song..hayatiler eh? mari kiter jiwang sama-sama :)

Someone to Love

Don't even like to think about it
I don't know what I would do without it
I only know I live and breathe for your love
Baby you came to me in my time of need
When i needed you, you're there for me
Baby, the love from you is what got me through
It's because of you I was able to
Give my heart again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know

I thought I'd never love again
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face nor even see another day
Suddenly from no where, baby you appeared
You dried my tears, you cared for me
Baby your love for me, truly rescued me
It's becuase of you, I was able to
Fall in love again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know

[Bridge:]
For so long in my life, I wouldn't let love inside
But i swallowed my pride the day you arrived
Now that you're by my side
Everything is all right
It's because of you, I was able to
Give my heart again, you give me

[Chorus:]
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know

While listening to the song...hanin tgh fikir-fikir birthday 2 org yg hanin sayang this february...that is...Mama, 7th February...and my hubby 21st February....adaler gi survey barang for mama...hanin still tak tau apa nak beli...confuse....I want to buy something special for her...mama dah banyak tolong hanin...always be there for me when i need her (eventhough through phone)...byk tolong me with Kyra...so, i need to give something for her...

My hubby lak...pun tak tau nak bagi apa....Biler tanya dier....dier kata Kyra is His birthday present...atau simpan duit utk gi vacation sama-sama...or we need to save money for our baby...bla...bla....bla....

Ughhh! nasib baik lama lagi....boleh fikir....Help me!!!

Now...tomorrow lak birthday my bestie, Aisha....Happy birthday, Aisha(last celebration as anak dara..heheh)...insyaAllah nak celebrate...

A Part of Me

Hanin menangis biler baca one story in this chicken soup book...entahler...tiba-tiba hanin teringat kat "someone"...To "someone"...here is a poem for you yg hanin amik from the chicken soup book...

A Part Of Me

As I sit and remember
When you were still a part of me
I try to forget...
Your life was never meant to be.
You were given a life, a soul, a name
But now things will never be the same.
You were mine to give life to
Though only for a while
Things had changed...
I will never see your smile.
Yet my love for you
Will never disappear
Though your voice, your laugh,
I will never get to hear.
You will always be my baby
Though I've never seen your face.
Not a thing in this world
Can ever take your place.

I know you won't get over it but life must go on...It was meant to be or it was the best (remember what Dr. Hamid arshat told us?)...I know Allah has a better plan for you in future.Your baby is in a better place now (i know he will be in heaven and he will say to you "Mommy please don't cry.... when I fall it doesn't hurt, there are no tears in heaven.")..Now you will have an angel in heaven :) Cry when you need because i know your tears are helping you grieve..Don't feel guilty you laughed today...there is no particular ways you 'should' feel or things you 'should' do.there are no rules about how grieving should go...do take care...and always remember...you have lots of friends out there...they will always be with you. they'll listen to you and laughed with you...that is the power of support...I just wish I knew the perfect thing to say to make you feel better but I know there is none. This is so unfair and I am just so so sorry.

"Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief"- Albert Camus..

p/s: to Along..u r really such a great friend and sister to her...

My big legs :P

heee!! thanks sayang...for calling me...(walaupun B lebih banyak cakap pasal Kyra...Honey redha..huh! Am i jealous of her?? :P)...you called me around 10.45pm walaupun B kata nak call Honey kul 12midnite (using satellite fon)....ooooo...nak check honey buat apa yeh?? Pandai B....Tengok...honey baik jek duduk umah...(walaupun ada plan lain b4 this... ;) )

After cakap-cakap with B for almost 2 hours lebih (itupun ada org nak guna fon kapal)...Honey letak jek fon.....tiba-tiba...

"Arghhhhhh!!!" kaki sakit......macam tertarik.....jerit-jerit ler panggil adik and wani...diorg dtg ngan minyak panas....urut-urutler kaki hanin...sambil mengutuk kakiku yg dah besar nie...cis!! dalam buat baik tu sempat lagi korg eh?

Adik:
eee...wani...kaki k.nin nie..klu kiter masak...sedap nie....k.dik nampak mcm chicken chop...



wani:
tuler....uish!! byk lemak nie...best...best....

huhuhu!! hanin tak boleh buat serang balas....kaki sakit sangat-sangat....sedih :( tauler k.nin gemuk....(Kyra lak tendang-tendang....huh! mcm seronok lak eh?? aunty erin ngan aunty wani kutuk mommy...i can feel u laughing inside my tummy)...

Hanin meluahkan perasaan at my hubby ler thru messages...huhuh! dier pun bantai ketawa...sedih!!! takpe..lepas hanin abis pantang jek...gi slimming world....hanin akan show off to the world...biler hanin dah slim ;)

sambil diorang urut-urut tu..hanin tertido :P sebenarnya best biler diorg main-main ngan kaki hanin..heheh!!

entah kenapa...kul 5am..kaki hanin sakit lagi....my sis suh my maid urutkan....because diorg nak bersiap gi kerja...huhuhu!! (actually xdeler urut sgt...just usap-usap kaki)...

entah kenapa...my hubby called me pagi-pagi buta..."Still sakit kaki lagi,mommy??"

"yes daddy....dah kurang dah skit....maybe kyra active sangat kot..heheh!! mcm mommy main kejar-kejar dengan dier..."



"hehehe!! biarler dier active...dier happy tu daddy dier call..."

eee...perasan...

After cakap sekejap....my hubby gave me satu msg..that is actually not for me...

This text is for Kyra (Kyra takes care of mommy...mommy nie degil....Suka sangat jalan-jalan...do keep in touch with her, makes her feel secure, comfort, then tell her good thoughts, so mommy will love u...I love u...oh! and mommy too..nanti dier jeles lak..heheheh)

ish!! daddy nie x faham-faham lak...mommy bosan...daddy salah suh mommy x kerja..heeee!! tapi takpe asalkan daddy and kyra happy...

*im smiling* thanks sayang....ughh!! my legs hurt...sementara tak boleh tidur...bacalah my chicken soup....nak sambung emo....

Thinking of u....

dah pukul 12.30am...still honey tak bleh tido,B.....kyra tendang-tendang honey...and i miss u soooo much...especially biler baca your messages...

msg 1:
"Honey, will always love u...think so much about u...b semangat because i have such a wonderful wife...can't wait for our daughter..."


msg 2:
"Honey,B rindu sgt kat u....tgh standby kat ccr...really miss u...Kyra comel sgt..like how she is acting in your tummy...hehehe....follow daddy dier...muahx!"


msg 3:
"of course i care about both of u...be the best and will never forget about responsibility, to give love and care...know honey will always support b...be by my side..muahx!! do wait for my calls..love talking to u...do think of me all the time.."


huhu!! banyak lagiler msg b..sampai takde line...thanks sayang for all those sweet messages..when i miss u..honey akan baca..i know Kyra pun rindu B!! tapi honey akan ajar Kyra to be a supportive daughter....sokong kerjaya B...Honey dah janji ngan B....I think todaykan B nak sampai Japan?? Tak sabar nak cakap dengan B...if not today...tomorrow...No matter what day...honey akan tunggu calls from B...I just love talking with you sambil bebel-bebel dekat B yang Honey dah gemuk...

I still remember biler B 3G Honey masa kat Bintulu...Honey tunjuk kat B, the chubby me...you just laughed...and said...
"Honey...U r still my cute wife...jangan risau...i sayang you because of you...not because you gemuk or kurus...lagipun you tengah carry our Kyra...U makan je apa yang you rasa nak makan.."

Thanks sayang.....thank you so much!! im crying...oh no!! tamau sedih-sedih....Honey dah janji kat B..Honey nak jadi kuat *senyum paksa*

okler B...Honey tak nak bebel dah...nanti Honey emo...nak sambung baca Chicken soup Honey...muahx!! Love you sooooo much!! (cepatler call sayang....)

P/S: Happy 24th birthday adik (14th january 2009).......Kak hanin janji beli mekap MAC yang adik nak tu...

In your eyes....

After i've read Chicken Soup For the Mother & Daughter Soul page 217 on the topic 'I am My mother'....I'm worried!!!!! I admit that my mom was the greatest mom to me and my sisters...I just hope that i can be as good (or as great) as my mom to my future kids...(especially Kyra). No matter how busy she is with her work...eventhough it's hard for me to see her (since childhood till now)...she will always showered me with love and affection (eventhough i'm not her lil' daughter anymore but gonna be a mom soon)...

Yes...I miss my mom (my ayah and my hubby of course...x tau lak nape jiwang kat mama..maybe baca this book kot!!) When i looked through my childhood pictures...i just miss her...I loved to look at the pictures especially my mom holding the newborn me, wearing baju sejuk with ayah, tok mama and pakcik beside her..Wow!! that was 27 years ago...when she was still studying at Ohio University, U.S.A....(my mom gave birth to me when she was still 23 years old, taking her degree course and ayah 25 years old...They are married before the went to U.S.A..huhuh! tok ayah strict...suruh mama kawin dulu before pergi U.S)...

Once I asked my mom.." mama, hanin punya uri mama tanam kat mana?"

my mom smiled sheepishly at me and said.." mama tanam bawah pokok apple..." heh! patutler muka hanin bulat mcm apple :P


When i look through the other pictures, mama mandikan hanin eventhough mama busy ada class...mama reading me story books (oh!! now, i know why i love to read books)...mama bring me jalan-jalan...Nope, my mom is very special...my mom don't cook for me(tok ayah manjakan mama..dier pun ada maid jaga dier...so, hanin tak salahkan mama)...but she is very special in her own way...She is a working mom...eventhough dari kecik my maid takes care of me and my sisters...she has her own way to show her love to us...she makes sure she has time for us...*sigh..sedih laks...*


Thanks mama...for everything...i hope u are here for me when i give birth to your first granddaughter..(and of course with my beloved hubby and ayah..and the whole family)...
I just hope i am like you mama..I vowed to myself to take a good care of you and ayah. Hanin janji...will always be a good daughter to you and ayah.. a good wife to Farshid and a good mom to your future grandchildren...mama jangan risau...hanin akan usahakan semoga cita-cita hanin tercapai...thanks for your support....

This is a lil poem to you....(Hanin curik from chicken soup book :) )

(This is a poem that I wanted to share with you. I got it from a book that I have been reading called Chicken Soup for the Mother and Daughter Soul. For those of you that have daughter's this is a really good book and I strongly recommend it but make sure you break out some tissues first because some of the stories in it make you wanna cry or bring up memories of your own that make you cry.)

In Your Eyes

In your eyes, Mom,

I have always been the prettiest,

The smartest, the funniest

The one with the potential

To do anything

In your eyes,

My failures are but

Practice for success

My weaknesses

But strengths in

the making

My mistakes

But an opportunity to learn

In your eyes,

I am the strongest

And the softest,

I am the shoulder

The world can cry on

And the rock

It can lean on

In your eyes,

I am the most creative

And artistic

My every stick figure

The Mona Lisa

My every clay figure

David

In your eyes,

I am the most loved and loving

Everyone's best friend

The perfect daughter

The perfect mother

The perfect wife

A beautiful person to know

And when I see myself

Reflected in your eyes

I see someone

Ten times the person I'll ever be---

I see you.

By: Melissa Peek

My mom...happy on my wedding day..still a gorgeous mom...

P/S: Thanks mama for being there for me...for supporting me...Love you so much!! orang lain susah nak support hanin berhenti kerja..but mama faham...mama doakanler semoga cita-cita hanin tercapai eh? You are the greatest,mama...

my weekend with kyra :)

Heee...Kyra....mommy bosannnnn......daddy dah takde line...tendang-tendangler mommy kyra...at least mommy ckp...mommy tau kyra dengar :)

Nothing special happened to me these past few days...tp busy as usual...last Saturday, one of my best friend ( my pengapit) masuk hospital...because of demam denggi...i received msg from her bf, Agos (bakal hubby...congrats....this year diorg nak kawin...can't wait to bring my kyra...) around 10.30am...told me that aisha kena admitted kat Gleaneagles hospital....so, i rushed to the hospital to visit her....itupun after i mintak kebenaran from my hubby (nasib baik ada line, he's at bintulu)..kena pujuk-pujuk rayu gak ler....dier risau i drive alone during my pregnacy time...especially nak gi to Ampang area...huhuhu!!

After melawat Aisha, balik rumah cepat-cepat...ada hal with my family lak...takde hal pun....just pergi survey barang baby at the curve and Garden Midvalley...tengok stroller, tempat tidur baby, baby car seat, tempat mandi baby, baby carriage..semualer brg baby....my parents nak bandingkan harga KL with Singapore...( Singapore lagi cantik dier punya design..but Malaysia cheaper price...) Lagipun my parents nak gi UK/Korea bulan 3 nie....huhuhu!! jeles B....Honey dah tak leh fly...dah sarat :( Honey just pesan tengokkan barang kyra kat sana... After survey-survey kat Robinson, Mothercare and First few years....adaler gak barang yg minat....tapi i know..B mesti nak honey tunggu B balik baru boleh beli...B jealous...hehehehe!! sebab honey dapat shopping baju untuk Kyra cute-cute :P

After dah penat round and have dinner, baru balik.....tapi balik i can't rest gak...kena tolong my sis, survey tempat nak kawin next year...hahaha!! memang next year lambat lagi...tapi nak kena book tempat awal-awal macam hanin dulu...semua hotel fully book nasib baik concorde, shah alam ada tempat walaupun last minute book...Hanin dapat tempat because ada orang tak bayar deposit...cari dalam internet dulu....suka gak ler ngan Equatorial hotel, Bangi....Cyberview Lodge Resort, cyberjaya....Sheraton, Subang Jaya....Palace of Golden Horses....and banyak lagi ler hotel yang cantik-cantik....(hanin lak excited...sebab biler nak book hotel yang hanin nak dah penuh...so, balas dendam kat adik..hehehe)..after discussed with mama...mama kata cari hotel yang boleh masuk banyak orang...kenaler gak hanin ngan adik cari dewan gak...our choices are...Dewan Perdana Felda and PWTC...

Now hanin tak buat apa-apa....kenaler tolong adik for her wedding nanti...kena tengok photographer, make-up artist, decoration...bla...bla...bla...dulu my sis dah tolong...now, it's my turn :)

Yesterday lak( Sunday)...teman mama pergi jumpa best friend dier, Auntie Husna...tengok kindergarten and childcare yang Auntie Husna baru buka at Kota Kemuning...huhu!! best sangat-sangat berborak with Auntie Husna....My dream memang nak bukak tadika...so, mama suruh belajar from auntie Husna....Auntie ada gak ajak hanin jadi cikgu kat sana(sambil-sambil tu belajar about the business)...mama kata tengok dulu after hanin give birth...tak sabar.....seronok sangat-sangat....I love kids....lagipun Kyra leh ikut mommy gi kerja :P Tapi Hanin nak sambung study dulu dalam Montessori....baru hanin fikir semua nie....and yang paling penting..hanin dapat membesarkan Kyra...I want to be by her side..


oh!! lupa lak nak congrats to my another best friend, shy (shahida azad jamaludin) because dapat baca Buletin Utama at TV3....at last your dream comes true...Alhamdulillah...

Yups...thats me, Aisha(yg pakai tudung) my pengapit and shy,mc for my special day...sorry gambar lama....sejak pregnant-pregnant nie...malas nak amik gambar...heheheh!! rasa gemuk...

P/S: Alhamdulillah..i'm happy with my wedding reception at concorde, shah alam...walaupun dapat last minute...The hotel did a great job and i love it!

Pesanan from daddy

Yay!!! at last after hanin round-round at Subang Parade MPH, i found books yg hanin nak sangat-sangat....no.....not Twilight....heheheh!! no....not danielle steel or Judith macnaught :P...Buku-buku yang hanin cari..Chicken Soup for the Father and Daughter Soul...Chicken Soup for the Parent's Soul ... and Chicken Soup for the Mother and Daughter soul....

I'm happy....and Ughhh!! i feel old...heheheh!! I don't know why i like to read these books..maybe i need motivation...because the stories are about Loving, Learning and Parenting and to warm the heart and Honor the relationship.

Mungkin Hanin risau whether i will become a good mommy to our Kyra...so, please help me Allah...I'm just too excited for our lil' Kyra and hope i'm not a strict mom...heheheh!!! Oh! me and my hubby always talk about our lil' kyra...Tau tak Kyra....Daddy hope that he's your childhood hero...Mommy pastikan he is ;) Daddy always harap Kyra will mature from perfect little angel into a lil bit rebellious teen ( mommy tau ada time-time mesti anak mommy akan memberontak) to accomplished woman who are dad's pride and joy :)


Mommy betul-betul tak sabar Kyra nak kuar this April....oh!! and of course tak sabar daddy balik....Mommy and daddy will pray the best for you....Mommy just want to say "Thanks Kyra....Kyra buat mommy kuat biler daddy takde :) "



P/S: Kyra, Daddy pesan " wait for daddy to come back this end of march or early april...I can't wait to hold you in my arms....do love you so much..you're gonna be my little angel who will always takes care of mommy when i'm not around"


P/S/S: thankx for calling us, daddy....Daddy jgn risau...mommy and kyra ok!! mommy janji...we will always miss u...

My motivation...

I'm crying again...oh!! not because of him...(eh!! i do miss him :) ) it's because of this CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE SOUL Love stories book...I love these Chicken Soup series....Thanks to these books, they motivate me to become a stronger and better person. These books transport you to the moments in your life that were filled with devotion and unconditional love.


When i miss my hubby...i will read these Chicken Soup books...especially the story of the love shared between father and daughter when he returns from oversea...(Hanin akan pastikan Kyra reads these books to accept that her father is always not there with us but will always be deep inside our heart...This book will also remind her of the everlasting love between friends, family, and parents and children). This story is about a California National Guard Army, who was being deployed to Iraq(huhu! hanin tak sokong tau...just sedih je baca cerita nie)...terpaksa berpisah with his 3 months old daughter and his wife for few years....how his daughter waited for him to come back...how his wife and his daughter miss him so much...They only keep in touch through lots of letters...itu pun sampai ke tak...because the guy tengah sibuk berperang...After i have read this story, i am thankful me and Kyra gets to see my hubby...(kerja 4 bulan cuti 2 bulan..insyaAllah) and gets to keep in touch with him ( biler ada line and sampai port)...

Alhamdulillah, my husband is just Encik Farshid, the marine engineer :) not the U.S army after being tortured at Iraq, baru boleh balik...

We will always be there for you B...B jangan risau....I will make sure Kyra understand that her daddy will always love her no matter how far he is...You will always be her daddy!! She will know that her daddy will always pray for her....(kyra tendang-tendang mommy eh? sokong mommy cakap eh?Thanks kyra...Daddy needs that from us). Like William Shakespeare said, " Love asks me no questions, and gives me endless support."

Banyak lagi orang susah dari Hanin....Banyak lagi kisah sedih orang dari Hanin....Banyak orang tak dapat jumpa husband bukan hanya berbulan-bulan...tetapi bertahun-tahun....sebab pergi berperang....I am thankful sayang....I know you will always love me and kyra(thats important).and will always come back to us....We will always wait for you with open arms :) Can't wait for the time i run back into your arms....

The sweetest comfort of all, i know you really really cared about us....We love you so much B...


P/S: thank u so much to my family and friends who are always there for me every time i need them.

our Kyra

Hari nie berdebar2.....kul 7 pagi dah bangun.. :) excited + takut.....nak tgk my baby dlm perut using 3D/4D scan...i was suppose to do it on 9th january....tp yesterday my Dr's PA called...tukar date to today....

my hubby mcm tau-tau jek wife dier nak gi tgk anak dier....pagi2 buta dah call....

Hubby: hi mommy...how are u? im at philipine now....ada line jap....really miss u, sayang...how's
my kyra? miss her too....

me : hi sayang...me and kyra ok....we miss you so much!! guess what?? today im going to do
that 3D/4D scan...heheheh....u nie mcm tau2 jek....call i...

Hubby: really??heheheh...excited to see our baby....please do send the cd....i dah bagi my
address right??


My hubby kata line kejap...tp dekat 1/2 an hour le berborak2 on the fon....plus 1/2 an hour lagi main message2...heheheh!! dier lak yang terlebih excited i'm going to do that scan.....after manja2 with my hubby....i bersiap nak gi hospital with my maid..sian my sis....x dapat hantar dier kerja kat Astro.....walaupun ada driving license....still takut nak drive....takpe wani....esok kak hanin hantar k!!

sepatutnya my appointment pukul 8.30am...heheheh! tp ter stuck lak kat dlm jam :P sampai lewat 15 minutes.heheheh! sampai-sampai jek terus masuk bilik doktor....doctor tu ada ler sound2 skit...kata kena kurus...kena banyak buat exercise.... :P hanin dengar jek....because im more excited to see my kyra....kak wassini pun sama....sebab lepas nie, she's going to help me to takes care of our kyra...


dekat dua jam ler buat scan.....kacau my kyra bangun tido...heheheh! marah dier..sampai tumbuk-tumbuk mommy dier....then, pandai lak dier pujuk-pujuk me by kissing my tummy..heheheh!! maybe dier kata..."sorry mommy..." My Doctor pun ketawa tengok my kyra kissing my tummy then smiling at us....then, dier hisap jari dier.....so cute....x sabar nak peluk kyra ;) my baby active dalam perut...i'm happy that she's ok...

me : Doktor..how's kyra?

Doc : after everything were visualised....u jgn risau...semua appear to be normal....oh!
there's her right and left kidney...jantung semua ok...brain pun....oh! she's a girl...

me : thanks doctor....


yups! the 3D nak tgk my kyra's face...the 4D nak tengok dalam badan kyra....dier sihat jek....Alhamdulillah....

Balik-balik je rumah....my hubby called again...to remind me to send the CD...heheh!! he's so happy when i told him everything about our kyra...hanin pun lega sangat-sangat biler dapat tahu our baby's condition....malam nie boleh tido dengan lena sambil tengok pics and video kyra... :)

ps: hmmm...hidung kyra banyak ikut daddy dier..mancung :P