Happy Birthday Mama and B!!!!

Today is 4th February....yay!! My hubby ada kat Bintulu...heheheh!! Happy..happy sangat...walaupun emo :P Ada jek line, dalam kul 10.30am, En Farshid called his wife..."Do you miss me sgt2? i received berpuluh-puluh msg from u?bising handphone B.." heheheh...tu message biler honey emo sayang...takde sapa nak layan emo Honey...mama and ayah kat Johor...adik and wani kerja (malam jek diorang ada...if tak dating and kuar ngan kawan)..Kak Wassini sibuk ngan kucing...tok mama lak sibuk ngan geng gossip dier...I'm BORED!!! and Miss You sangat-sangat...I'm happy dapat berborak with you more than 1 and half hour...heee...nasib baik B ada kerja klu tak more than that ler...Kayaler maxis lagi...

B jahat....Honey nak kuar gi Mcdonald pun tak leh...yelah!! Honey duduk diam-diam jek kat rumah..tunggu B call and message..kena call delivery ler lagi...hmm....hari tu dah makan fillet o fish...now nak ayam goreng McD lak..yum..yum....hmmm..Kyra dah lompat-lompat dalam perut...excited lak dier!!

Semua dah control Honey..you, mama, tok mama, ayah...semualer...tak bagi Honey kuar :( takpelah at least you ada line layan emo Honey :P

This February..memang important dates for me....Birthday mama (7th February) and your Birthday (21st February)....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!...for mama dah beli dah hadiah...and maybe this Friday nak gi Johor, celebrate birthday mama..heheh!! For u....ok, Honey tunggu B balik eh? celebrate ngan Kyra...thats what B nak kan??

Happy Birthday utk orang-orang yang honey sayang...U and Mama

lagi 2 bulan sayang.....2 orang yang paling penting nak muncul dalam my life...YOU and KYRA...can't wait!!! B balik sempat lagi shopping barang-barang baby ;) ( honey doakan B balik...if tak Honey mengamuk kat Ofis..heheh!!) itupun if mama tak terexcited nak beli...macam-macam dah plan ngan mama..

Tomorrow Honey ada medical check up with Doctor kat Sunway Medical Centre...tak sabar nak tengok Kyra buat apa...Honey janji Honey tak gi sorang-sorang...tok mama dah janji nak bawa Honey..


To Kyra:

Kyra, can you feel the love i have for you while you are so small and living in the dark and quiet world inside my body? your daddy and I want everything to be perfect for u...mommy can't wait to hold you in my arms in just 2 months. i love you and daddy loves you....I can tell you are growing...I feel your movements now..Your movements always bring me so much joy! and i hope you are well and comfortable...i love the way you kicking and punching my tummy...Do kick and punch always...At least mommy knows you are happy inside my tummy.Eventhough i have back aches and a lil bit nausea..i always think about you...Now mommy easily cry so often over so little thing happened to me...Sometimes mommy feel very lonely...But mommy must be strong for u and daddy...Kyra, i want you to be a caring person and good heart.I want you to value education and make your way in the world.But most important, Always remember mommy and daddy and promise you will always keep in touch with us no matter how far away from home the world takes you.We will always pray the best for you....Love you always..*crying (mommy emo lagi)*


huhu! sian semua orang layan emo honey...McD lambat pun Honey bising-bising kat B..heheh!! patutler semua orang suh Honey duduk umah :P takpe...today and tomorrow..Honey layan phone calls from you, B....

Nak pujuk B....Honey ingat nak gi Salon rambut...nak wat rambut..nak colour-colour skit ke..nak wat facial..hmmmm...nak shopping skit...entahler...teringin nak buat semua tu sebelum kyra lahir..heheheh!! kenan baby kot....klu B x bagi...takpelah :(

Emo yang tak stabil

Lama tak update my blog....Entahler...this few days...Hanin agak emo...Tgh tak betul....Nasib baik i have my family layan emo Hanin yang tak betul.I'm already 7 months pregnant the third trimester and last stage of pregnancy...Gosh!!! 2 more months to go. The last few months of pregnancy can be physically and emotionally challenging.Kyra's getting bigger..makin lasak....and mommy's getting tired..huhhu! macam-macam dalam fikiran Hanin..."How long will it last?"..." Baby ok ke tak?"...."Daddy balik ke tak?"...."Im getting fatter!!!!"(Where your belly gets the way..you can't even cut your toe nails)...."Sakit tak?"...God! Please help me...Now,Hanin duduk berkurung dalam bilik...reading my new Chicken Book Series, 'Chicken Soup for the Expectant Mother's Soul'....and 'Chicken Soup for the New Mom's Soul...These stories made my heart smile :) An inspiration for me and moms everywhere...

my favourite books

Now, every 4am, Hanin mesti terbangun tidur...Selalu rasa restless...missing my hubby...I have backaches..Hanin faham..Kyra makin suka main kejar-kejar inside mommy's tummy :P....I have swollen feets and ankles...Kaki makin besar...Susah nak bernafas...and sometimes heartburn...bad dreams...huhu!! last but not least..makin kerap gi toilet (urination)...pagi-pagi buta...Ughh!! at these times...I really need my hubby....Biar dier layan hanin....Kyra....Please be strong with mommy...

Nasib baik...sebusy-busy my hubby...sejauh-jauh dier...he still contact me :) Kul 3am yesterday, he called from Phillipine...thanks sayang...after he received lots of jiwang messages from me...kesian dier....for 1/2 an hour dier layan hanin emo...line kejap ada...kejap takde...so, dier call dlm kul 6am, 8.30am...last-last 10.30am...sampai line abis...tiga-tiga handphone hanin berbunyi with his calls and messages...hehehe!!

Last message from him:
"Mommy, tunggu daddy eh? 4th february Daddy sampai Bintulu..if ada line at Brunei, will call u...I know u really need me...Do try to sleep..You need rest...Always remember i'm your angel who always look after you and protect you...Don't ever doubt your trust in me, i'll give you my heart honestly...Distance is 1 thing that keeps us apart.But u and Kyra will always remain in my heart...missing you like crazy...Love you...Please be strong for me!! If miss me..talk to Kyra...she will understand..she needs u"

Ok...ok....daddy...Mommy jadi kuat...try tak nak emo dah...kesian Kyra...everyday..Mommy bebel kat dier...Dier pun layan mommy...I can feel her responses...Hari tu auntie wanie dengar Kyra burp through cup (letak cup atas perut and dengar)...hahaah! Noti kan dier..As i promise u, every now and then, Honey will talk to her..Now, Kyra dah pandai jawab balik by kicking me...

Got to go, nak dinner...Kyra teringin makan pasta..hmmm.....eee...jahat mommy!! salahkan Kyra...bertambah montel ler mommy and Kyra ;)

P/S: Im a big fat mama...it's like i have watermelon in my tummy :P

Thinking of u....

dah pukul 12.30am...still honey tak bleh tido,B.....kyra tendang-tendang honey...and i miss u soooo much...especially biler baca your messages...

msg 1:
"Honey, will always love u...think so much about u...b semangat because i have such a wonderful wife...can't wait for our daughter..."


msg 2:
"Honey,B rindu sgt kat u....tgh standby kat ccr...really miss u...Kyra comel sgt..like how she is acting in your tummy...hehehe....follow daddy dier...muahx!"


msg 3:
"of course i care about both of u...be the best and will never forget about responsibility, to give love and care...know honey will always support b...be by my side..muahx!! do wait for my calls..love talking to u...do think of me all the time.."


huhu!! banyak lagiler msg b..sampai takde line...thanks sayang for all those sweet messages..when i miss u..honey akan baca..i know Kyra pun rindu B!! tapi honey akan ajar Kyra to be a supportive daughter....sokong kerjaya B...Honey dah janji ngan B....I think todaykan B nak sampai Japan?? Tak sabar nak cakap dengan B...if not today...tomorrow...No matter what day...honey akan tunggu calls from B...I just love talking with you sambil bebel-bebel dekat B yang Honey dah gemuk...

I still remember biler B 3G Honey masa kat Bintulu...Honey tunjuk kat B, the chubby me...you just laughed...and said...
"Honey...U r still my cute wife...jangan risau...i sayang you because of you...not because you gemuk or kurus...lagipun you tengah carry our Kyra...U makan je apa yang you rasa nak makan.."

Thanks sayang.....thank you so much!! im crying...oh no!! tamau sedih-sedih....Honey dah janji kat B..Honey nak jadi kuat *senyum paksa*

okler B...Honey tak nak bebel dah...nanti Honey emo...nak sambung baca Chicken soup Honey...muahx!! Love you sooooo much!! (cepatler call sayang....)

P/S: Happy 24th birthday adik (14th january 2009).......Kak hanin janji beli mekap MAC yang adik nak tu...