Entah papelah mommy kyra nie :P

mommy nie suka kacau
kyra sleep...

hik!! apaler mommy kyra nie...excited kacau kyra tido :P hari nie...hanin tiba-tiba terlebih rajin lak..hanin buat 'Baby Prints'...hanin buat footprint and handprint my lil kyra...mama Hanin beli this 'Baby Print' kat Hadyai,Thailand...sebenarnya hanin dah ada benda nie sebelum kyra lahir lagi..after kyra lahir,hanin asik lupa or malas buat..hehehe! nampak je senang buat...tapi susah gak nak suruh Kyra duduk diam..dalam 10-15 minutes...baru siap footprint and handprint kyra...comel and kecik je.....geram mommy tengok :p

mommy pinjam tangan and
kaki kyra eh?

'BabyPrints'

Kyra's baby prints...
sebelah tu leh letak picture ;)

Then,hanin update album Kyra....dier dah nak masuk 3 months...so, hanin tulislah apa yang kyra dah pandai buat sepanjang 2 bulan nie :p i'm having fun writing about kyra in this album :) hee...tak sabar my baby besar....mesti dier tengok apalah yang mommy dier merepek dalam album nie...of course...dah namanya album..mestilah..banyak baby pictures of our lil' kyra inside this album ^__^

Kyra's album

hik! macam-macam
hanin tulis pasal Kyra

after hanin dah update album kyra....hanin update lak buku journal 'what i love about you'...This is a journal of our love story..hanin just answer the 'Love' questions.... fill in the blanks and tulis apa yang hanin nak pasal hubby hanin...this is the way i express my feelings and love to him and say what's in my heart and in my mind tapi hanin takut nak luahkan kat hubby hanin....hik! B...honey dah berjaya buat sampai page 88 :) dah siap baru B baca tau....

My love journal ;)

Tulis journal nie...lebih kurang macam buat notebook macam cerita 'The notebook' lakonan Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams...sigh! romantic sangat cerita dier...menangis hanin tengok cerita nie..sapa dah tengok?? bestkan?

This movie is about an old man reading a story to an old woman in a nursing home...rupa-rupanya...that old man is her husband...the wife ada penyakit alzheimer...she lost her memory...sometime dier ingat..sometime dier lupa...masa muda-muda that lady wrote a notebook..a love story about them...how they fall in love..camna diorg jumpa semua....so,kalau dier lupa...she wants her husband to read the notebook to her..so that dier ingat husband dier*jiwang jap*

kan best..hanin and farshid
dah tua pun still romantic :)

hanin just harap...if hanin dah nyanyuk ke? or apa-apa jadi kat hanin...i want my hubby to know that i will always love him :) kalau dier lupa...buku journal nie ada ingatkan dier :p

oklah..nak sambung tulis...hope dapat siap sebelum hubby hanin balik...

^________^

tulah...kalau dah terlebih rajin...macam-macam hanin nak buat :p

It's not my fault....shopping is part of my life ;)

fuh!! now my lil Kyra dah tido....after penat wrestling-wrestling dengan Mr orange dier...boleh ler mommy dier ber'blog' jap... hik! yang penting kyra tido dengan nyenyaknya dalam pelukkan mr. orange dier :P

today..biler hanin kemas-kemas almari...baru hanin realize....kyra banyak baju yang tak pakai lagi...ALAMAK!! banyak lagi size 0-3 months....sekejap je lagi kyra dah nak masuk 3 months...cepatnya masa berlalu...huk! mesti B bising...dah dapat bayangkan nie..*tarik nafas panjang-panjang*

tapi honey tau...if B baca blog nie...mesti senyum-senyum perli...and dalam hati cakap..

"kan B dah cakap...nak gak shopping..degil"

B kan nak selalu menang....takpe..takpe...Honey akan pastikan kyra pakai semua baju dier sebelum honey bawa dier shopping kat singapore..heheheh! bukan salah honey...semua perempuan suka shopping...shopping is part of my life...family Honey semua suka shopping..heee! salahkan genetik Honey :P

so, today my lil kyra pun bergayalah dengan Guess jeans and short pants dier .nanti daddy bising kat mommy...kata beli mahal-mahal..tapi tak pakai...mommy dah dapat bayangkan muka daddy membebel kat mommy :p pakai kat rumah jelah,Kyra...mommy malas nak kuar...janji kyra pakai semua clothes yang semua orang belikan :P pakai sekali pun jadilah..at least kyra dah merasa pakai baju-baju dalam almari kyra..tapi frust gak..ada yang dah tak muat...tak pakai lagi pun :(

dah besar anak mommy..
dah leh pakai jeans dah..

oppsss! mommy kyra ter'poo'

short pants ke long pants nie?

B....jangan marah eh?? I love you....senyum skit.....kan ensem tu

^______^

nanti..honey nak asingkan baju kyra yang dah tak boleh pakai...boleh bagi/jual...hik!! kalau almari tu kosong skit...boleh ler shopping lagi....hehehehe! B....mama yang ajak shopping...honey ikut je lah ;)

opsss!! kyra dah bukak mata besar dier...got to go before dier menangis :)

kenapaler cepat sangat kyra bangun..
kalau tak mommy leh main blog lama-lama..

cepatler call B....nak cakap sorry...tak dengar cakap B...hehehe!! then nak bodek-bodek B...I love you sooooooooo much!

Dah tak macam dulu.....

B....if you realize...dulu lain...skarang lainkan?.....heee! no matter what...i'm still happy with my life :) and still love you like last time...

^_____^

yups! im still happy when you called me...still excited...still lompat-lompat...still manja-manja...BUT...B kena understand...kiter dah tak boleh cakap more than 4 hours macam dulu...because we have kyra in our lives...

dulu boleh ler Honey focus je kat B...manja2 with you on the fon.....guling-guling atas katil sambil cakap fon with you...sampai lupa kiter cakap lama...now...honey nak manja je ngan B..kyra menangis nak susu....kyra nak cakap2 dengan Honey...dier nak honey peluk-peluk dier and pay attention kat dier sorang je...terpaksaler honey stop talking with you...sorry B...now i have 2 babies in my life..that's you and her...ahaks!

Jangan Jeles eh,sayang :)

memang susah nak cakap lama-lama with you...even though i miss you soooo much! if honey terlebih cakap dengan B....adaler yang kyra buat sampai Honey risau sangat-sangat...sian dier...tadi...when i didn't pay attention to her...dier wrestling sorang-sorang mr.orange...habis dier lanyak mr. orange..lepas tu cakap sorang-sorang....then terus tidur...penat kot tunggu Honey layan dier :p tu belum lagi kalau dier dah boleh duduk or merangkak or berjalan....lagi ler honey kelam kabut..so,i hope you understand,sayang :) bukan honey tak nak cakap dengan B...

yargh!! tumbuk dier...

wargh!!

gigit kaki dier..hahaha!

peluk dier...

mmmm...gigit tangan dier..

dah penat....tido jap...

nanti Kyra dah besar skit....boleh ler kiter manja-manja macam dulu..itu pun if kyra tak dapat adik lagi..hehehe!!

takpe sayang....dapat cakap for 20 minutes to 30 minutes pun...dah cukup...B boleh call honey banyak-banyak kali ;) pape pun...You must call me....honey tetap nak dengar suara B....kalau tak call...message tau...i'm sorry if i didn't reply your message...maybe honey tengah busy dengan Kyra....

I love both of you..i hope i can cut myself into half..lepas tu layan dua-dua *____^ biar dua-dua puas hati...

Pasal B suruh Honey naik kapal bulan 8 ni for 2 weeks....i'll think about it...tengok kyra macam mana...B pun taukan...mommy dier jauh skit je...menangis ler dier..dah ler daddy dier takde...mommy dier pun nanti takde...sian Kyra,B....Honey tak boleh tinggal kyra sorang-sorang...but i know..B seorang yang understanding ;) B takkan paksa honey naik kapal..tu yang buat Honey sayang B sangat-sangat...

Kyra...jangan risau..walaupun kyra nakal..walaupun kyra asik nangis-nangis...walaupun mommy penat jaga kyra....penat mommy semua hilang biler tengok kyra happy :) mommy and daddy will always love you...you are part of our lives and will always be...i changed dirty diapers and never got to sleep but it was all worth it because you are mine and i'm proud to have you...you are my precious gift from Allah...in my eyes...you will always be my precious lil baby :) I'm doing my best to give the best for you...I will be here with you always..from the moment you were born...I knew what love was really about and I love you more than anything... thank you Allah for my miracle, YOU,Kyra...

we L.O.V.E you

ughh!! im hungry...hmmm....nak makan apa eh? ingat nak masak carbonara lah....tiba-tiba hanin mengidam laks...oppss!! no no no..blum preggy lagi ler :P


daaa...nak gi masak and makan....kena cepat-cepat nanti my baby bangun tido and my hubby call :)

main masak2 jap :P
my favourite..carbonara...

Mommy loves daddy and Kyra sooooooooo much!!

P/s: mama called....B...this week honey gi JB..yay! gi singapore...shopping raya...

I'm enjoying myself .......

^_____^

a veryyyyyyyy big smile....hik! i'm sooooo happy....en.Farshid ada line....tengah anchor at Bintulu....maybe dier anchor for two weeks....yay!! that means...me and kyra can talk to him and message him for 24/7 for the whole two weeks *smiling*.....happynya.....kan best if masuk port? boleh 3G...takpelah sayang..... dapat dengar suara pun jadilah....i can see kyra smiling all the time when she hears your voice....

heeeeee!! bestnya mommy and kyra dapat manja dengan daddy :) *lompat-lompat*

oh!! after dah mintak permission from my hubby...after lunch,i teman my small sister, wani....went to Sunway College, Monash University and Taylor's college....gi survey tempat wani nak further her degree....biler masuk tempat macam tu...rindunya nak study lagi...rindu zaman time jadi student dulu :P

after that, jalan-jalan at Subang Parade....masuk MPH...i don't know why...now i love to buy books for Kyra..seronok layan kyra baca buku...and she loves listening to me when i read her a story...oh! she also loves to look at the colourful pictures :)

heee!! sepanjang hanin at the MPH...layan my hubby on the phone...adaler discuss apa nak beli for kyra ;)

"Sayang...just buy what you want to buy for kyra.....if you think that book is good for her...B pun sama...i know you are good at it.."

apa lagi....excited ler hanin beli books for her.....not only books.....flashcards pun hanin beli....

After MPH, hanin ingat nak beli baju for Kyra at mothercare...tapi my hubby suruh sabar :(

"Honey...you are going to singapore next week....
shopping je lah kat sana..."

Sigh! ok B....sabar eh...hanin...sabar....next week je lagi :)


of course....balik-balik je...I'm excited to read the books that i've bought for Kyra....and Kyra pun happy je dengar mommy dier bebel :P yang bestnya...my hubby pun busybody nak explain through loud speaker :P hehehe!

mommy..betul ke if i kiss
the frog it will become a prince?

what is that mommy?

peek-a-boo

eee...kyra takut lion....

mommy...lion banyak hairkan?

sorry..bersepah sikit...

yups!! im enjoying myself being a mommy to my precious Kyra ^___^

yang buat hanin tersenyum...of course kata-kata semangat from my hubby...



HIM:
"Sayang....i know how much u miss teaching......but i want you to be there for Kyra always...she needs you...biar B je kerja...lagipun Honey tak berapa sihat.....i really love you...kyra also loves you...she wants to be with her mommy"


Me:
"betul B sayang Honey?"


HIM:
"betul.....jangan risau....B tau Honey bosan....but you have kyra.....kyra akan teman Honey..nanti B balik...b teman Honey"

*senyum* ok sayang....honey janji dengan B...akan jaga Kyra betul-betul....

InsyaAllah....if ada rezeki...i want to open my own Kindergarten(Montessori) ;) hik! berangan lagi....

I Love you,B......Kyra Loves you too...kisses and hugs from us to you....Thanks for everything!!

mommy's favourite student

yesterday,me and my family went to Midvalley :) beli skit barang kat sana....mama tok (oppsss!! lupa nak cakap...my mama tiba2 nak tukar nama lak...nak suruh kyra panggil dier mama tok :P) and tok ayah (heee...my ayah pun sama...tak tauler tukar lagi ke tak?? every now and then...they still fikir2 nak suruh kyra panggil apa...) and my sisters nak bawa kyra jalan-jalan...yups!! my lil baby happy sangat2 biler bawa dier jalan-jalan.....i can see her happy smile :)

well....at midvalley...i bought her few books....hehehe!! asik beli baju and toys je....now...beli books lak :P yups!! she loves listening to stories and looking at the flashcards besides shopping :P when she looked at the picture cards and colourful pictures...kyra pun sibuk-sibuk buat bunyi...siap borak-borak lagi dengan mommy dier ;)

yups!! she's my favourite student...i really miss teaching...Now...i have one and only student that i love most...our lil Kyra :) i'm happy to educate you,kyra... and mommy will train you to become a better person...insyaAllah...i'll give you my best effort...that's what i promise to daddy...to give you the best!! :)

heee....of course sekarang biler free time je....i will read to her....

mommy...cepatlah read story for me....

mommy...mr koala pun nak
dengar sama-sama

hmm...which book,mommy?

i think...i want that book....

i'm listening.....

manja with mama tok :P

p/s: Kyra..daddy hope to hear "daddy" or "dada" from you...insyaAllah that will be your first word ^_^

sigh!! miss the 'old' me ;) *updated pics*

*smiling*.......im happy...happy sangat-sangat......thanks for calling me,B...haaaa! busy sangat layan b...sampai takde masa nak update blog :P cewah!!! kyra tido pun senyum-senyum je lepas cakap dengan B...dier tengah mimpi main kejar-kejar ngan B tu..heheheh!!

im soooooo excited when there's +60301 on my hp screen.....yay!! b called...we talked for few hours....not only once u called me...but many times...if tak call...you will message me...message b pun still romantic lagi macam dulu...comel sangat-sangat...You still haven't change....dari kiter couple, then tunang...then kawin...u love to call and message me....terharu honey :)

B perasan tak...walaupun dulu topic kiter cakap lain..tapi tetap ada satu topic yang sama....apa eh?

couple: berborak pasal nak ready nak tunang..then cakap pasal honey dah makin bulat....


tunang: borak pasal preparation nak kawin semua....then pasal honey dah makin bulat....



kawin: borak pasal nak anak...and then cakap honey dah bertambah gemuk....hahahah!



dah jadi mommy: of course pasal future planning untuk anak..untuk hari tua....pasal harta kiter...and pasal dah bertambah KG's nie :P




hahahahahahha!! B layan je wife b sorang nie....entah pape honey borak ngan B...buat abis duit je....but you're still there for me....memang ada borak pasal benda lain...tapi *secret*.....hik!

nope...i'm not going to slimming program...dulu,sebelum kawin...hanin dah masuk slimming world and marie france...konon nak slim macam ziana zain..ahaks!! dah ada orang sponsor (thanks mama..thanks b...tapi sorry hanin tak abis ikut program tu..dua-dua hanin stop half way)...masuk je lah...hehehe! tapi buat 3-4 kali...hanin dah stop....tak tahan..memangler ada urut-urut semua...ada body steaming lagi....guna 'ice'lah...yang tu okler...yang hanin tak tahan...dier suruh hanin ikut diet plan diorang...mana hanin tahan....diorang panggil protein diet...tak boleh makan nasi....mee...roti...buah semua....makan pun semua ber Grill and bersoup.....and ber rebus...kalau macam tu hanin pun boleh diet sendiri....memang boleh kurus :P

sebab hanin jenis tak sabar...i stopped....farshid also asked me to stop the program...sian kot tengok hanin...dier pun tension....nak ajak dating malam tak boleh...diet rules dier....after 7pm tak boleh makan :P hahahah! habisler duit terbang.....ribu-ribu gakler....

lepas kawin plak....hanin jumpa Doctor untuk kuruskan badan...heheheh!! memang doctor nie bagus...hanin turun 5 kg dalam 2 minggu....huhuh!! tapi hubby hanin suruh stop kejap...sebab plan nak anak...hehehe! time tu hanin rasa kurus sangat....biler dah pregnant...hanin makan je apa yang hanin teringin :P farshid pun suruh...he said...kesian kat baby kalau hanin diet time hanin pregnant :) camna tak naik??

now....after pantang...hanin hilang 13 kg je.....kalau boleh hanin nak balik pada normal weight hanin yang dulu...so, hanin dah discussed ngan my hubby and my mama...hanin nak jumpa Doctor dietrician hanin yang dulu....thanks for your support sayang....insyaAllah..B balik....i'm back to normal...and i can shop back...heheheh!! (itu pun kalau honey rajin diet...)

walaupun B cakap...

"no matter how you look...i will always love you....."

or

"honey tak gemuk....u look GREAT!!!"

sigh! this is what i want,sayang....jeles tengok adik and wani shopping baju cun-cun :P i'll try my best for this four to five months :)

and i hope...i'm back to my old weight biler kiter gi vacation nanti ;)

kyra.....tolong mommy eh? help mommy to loose weight...bagi mommy penat jaga kyra :P i love to take care of you walaupun mommy penat :) do pray the best for mommy :) lepas mommy dah kurus...daddy punya turn lak...hehehehhe!!

yes mommy....you can do it!!!
i will help you ;)

here are pics of me sebelum and selepas kawin :P untuk semangat nie....



couple:

tunang:

kawin:

the preggy me:

now:

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when i looked back at our old pictures....i'm excited to loose my weight....so,B.....sabar eh? i'll be the 'old' me ;) tapi tak sexy dah macam dulu...hahaha! can't wait...sigh! miss the 'old' me...adik..wani...tunggu k.nin kurus....kiter gi shopping eh??

"YES!!! Hanin..you can do it !!! "

B...your last message to me...buat honey lagi bersemangat nak kurus ;) love you soooooooo much!! honey tak menyesal gemuk....yang penting... we have kyra in our life....and honey tak kisah gemuk lagi...asalkan kyra dapat adik...and honey nak banyak-banyak anak...insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki....semua nie untuk B :) that shows how much i really really love you....


p/s: tak sabar B call...banyak nak cakap ngan B nie....i really miss you...kyra pun miss her daddy :)