i am STRONG :)

hmmm..Hanin happy+sedih.....i'm happy because my hubby called me yesterday and today...thanks B...sedih because dier tak tau dier balik this 8th/21st march 2009....office kata takde engineer lagi nak ganti..papepun..i'll try to be strong for you and kyra...will always pray for the good news...yang penting..you will be there for me biler nak sambut Kyra this April.

Yups...Honey rasa down sangat-sangat biler B cakap B tak tau nak balik biler...

"Honey...B tak confirm lagi this 8th march..but do pray for the good news...so that i can be back for you and Kyra...smile for me,k...your happiness means a lot to me..i know u r strong, sayang..."

*smiling* B..im smiling of happiness because of you. your messages make me strong...

Alhamdulillah your captain jenis yang understanding...selalu update with the office.say thanks to him :)

"Honey..will try to be home soon...u r the best...always there for me..and support me..eventhough i'm the one who should support u..Love every moment with you...can't wait for Kyra..thanks dear...love you sooo much!!"

ok, sayang..will try to be understanding and supportive wife for you...

Biler Hanin luahkan perasaan kat mama...mama always give me good advise...thanks ma...need that from you...i know mama will understand my feelings..mama ngan ayah pun pernah long distance relationship...and Alhamdulillah they're happy until now :)

"Hanin...remember...mama kerja at PLUS, KL...ayah kerja kat bank at Seremban? for few years mama and ayah berjauhan...kadang-kadang ayah kerja Penang....mama must send you to stay with tok mama...ada mama bising??no....ayah cari duit for us...mama pun sama...that is for our future....Hanin dah biasakan mama and ayah busy?tapi no matter what we will always love you, adik and wani...sampai umur Hanin 16 years old...baru kiter duduk sama-sama...but not for long...mama and ayah kena pindah johor because of work...but we try our best to be there for u and your sisters...so, try to understand farshid...no matter how far he is...he will always love and be there for you.."

heh!! thanks mama...

yups...i still remember how busy you were with ayah...balik pun malam-malam...tapi Hanin tak bising...because i can still feel you and ayah's love...always try to pampered us...until now ;) you and ayah will try your best nak tunaikan our permintaan...especially for my wedding dulu and now adik :)

weekend jek boleh jumpa...itu pun klu mama tak bagi talk kat any camp or kursus...betul cakap mama...at least farshid balik...dier cuti lama-lama and dapat spend time with me...nak pergi cuti pun boleh...not mama and ayah...kena plan betul-betul..sebab cuti mama and ayah tak tetap...i should be thankful rite??

B, mama cakap jangan marah MISC sangat...you should be thankful...B ada kerja tetap...MISC still needs you...you should be proud of that...mama kata you dah successful walaupun B still young( gaji B pun better dari yang kerja darat)...kalau other people...with this type of economy...banyak yang dah kena buang kerja...ada yang merayu-rayu kat mama nak interview...B best...boleh marah-marah office lagi biler nak balik..heheheh!! betul cakap mama B....Honey tengok diorang punya resume...yups! they were successful last time...kerja kat UAE...kerja kat Singapore....bla bla bla...gaji banyak dalam USD..last-last kena retrench...merayu-rayu kerja kat Malaysia gak...B patut bersyukur with what you have...

yups...we must be strong B...and no matter what Honey akan support B :) walaupun hati Honey meronta-ronta nak B balik...will always pray for the best...yang penting...you will always call me ;) i know you will...as u said..

"Biler ada line je...will call you...do take care"

I TRUST YOU, B like mama trust ayah....
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B, eventhough i need you by myside...Honey kena kuatkan..B?as you said...Kyra dah ada teman me...heee :) thank you for your love,B...u always light up my life with your words..i feel so happy eventhough being with you just this way..The way I feel about you some people call it crazy, some call it insane, but I call it true love....Even though we live apart right now, I have faith that in due time this will all come to an end and we will be together forever. I love you more than words could ever show and I know you love me too.Though distance may keep us apart, you will always be embedded deep within my heart. I know you will never read this, but I want everyone to know that I love you with all my heart and all my soul. Since you came into my life, I've been so happy. The fact that we're a thousand miles apart is not a matter at all because you are always in my heart.You're my everything, my existence, my love, my mental status, everything, and I want to thank you for being the person you are ... no matter what people say, B. I love you!
When you are not here I see you, I smell you, I feel you, I miss you... can't wait to see you again :) will always pray for the good news ;)

Love always,
Honey
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B jangan risau k!! will have a good rest..Kyra needs her mommy to be strong ;) i will eat proper food too...oh!! Honey janji Honey try sabar...stop shopping sampai B balik..heheh!!

P/S: hope semua ok esok at hospital....