She's on the way....

*smiling* kyra's kicking my tummy...lapar eh anak mommy?..nanti daddy bawak kiter gi makan eh? juz 2 more days, kyra...mommy gonna kiss and hug u :) daddy pun dah tak sabar...everyday, he will touch my tummy and asked, "how's Kyra?"

i'm soooo excited...nanti Kyra boleh pakai new clothes semua orang beli for you....sebab semua orang terlebih excited....mommy tau...mesti Kyra asik kenyang jek...i think...Kyra ada more than 10 botol susu kat rumah...haahahah!! diaper bags pun ada banyak...mommy and grandma belikan..huk!! itu belum yang lain lagi....semua orang tak sabar baby mommy kuar...grandpa&grandma sanggup gi merata-rata tempat cari barang Kyra...sampai ler ke Singapore, indonesia and Thailand...(insyaAllah..mommy leh bawak Kyra gi vacation with them to UK!! sebab Kyra dah besar..kalau tak..mommy duduk umah je lah)

yups!! confirmed this 2ndApril2009...pukul 7am hanin kena masuk ward at Sunway medical...then 1pm Hanin kena buat c-sec...thanks B! for being there for me...Honey nak apa je..you try layan me..macam yesterday...i want to eat tom yam food...tapi tak nak dekat-dekat...you drove until gombak...bawak makan..walaupun hujan lebat...honey nak apa jek..u will try to find for me...walaupun barang baby dah cukup..you still layan me shopping..huhu!! B pun tau kan its not for me...or for you...but for our lil' Kyra...sian B..honey asik kacau jek biler B tengok bola....B sanggup tinggalkan bola just because i want you by myside....layan me membebel...thanks for everything sayang....

i think i'm a different person now since hanin mengandungkan Kyra...my world and my life is for HIM,our baby and my family...but not to forget my friends who is always there for me (you know who you are :) ) now...i don't think about myself or other things...only the best for my baby...what she's going to wear...what she's gonna eat....dier nak masuk skolah mana nanti (hey!! lagi four years k!)...her future...nak buat simpanan ASB for her....huk!! macam-macam lah...nak simpan duit utk dier kawin pun me and my hubby dah discussed..hahaha!! entahleh..both of us takde kerja lain dah....

Daddy pun dah planning for the best of our future...tengah belajar ngan grandpa tuh...he wants the best for us...so, daddy nak kerja kuat2...so, Kyra kena faham daddy's work...he will always not be there for us....but...he will always be deep inside our heart...kiter doakan cita-cita daddy nak jadi chief engineer tercapai :) so, both of us tak leh bising kat daddy kalau daddy sails lama-lama...yang penting...he will remember and love us always (i know he does)...mommy tau anak mommy jenis yang strong and understanding person...daddy needs our support...

Mommy terharu..daddy dah janji nak pantang sama-sama mommy...he said he just want to be by our side...heeee!! thanks sayang....

to my friends who is always there for me...call me...come to my house...messages me...sorry...ada yang datang umah..ajak gak kuar :) (yups! now i know sapa my friend yang betul-betul kawan..who is there for you ups and downs...bukan utk enjoy jek) bukan hanin tak nak kuar...entahler....nak explain susah...Only Allah knows the best...macam mana perasaan ibu mengandung :P no time nak enjoy...hanin fikir takut nak lahirkan Kyra jek...sampai farshid marah hanin fikir bukan-bukan...Hanin minta maaf if hanin ada buat apa-apa salah and silap....hanin tercakap yang menyakitkan hati korang...I'm Sorry.....hope semua ok biler c-sec...

to ayah, mama, tok mama, adik and wani and semua family Hanin...Love y'all soooo much! thanks for supporting me during my pregnancy times...biler farshid takde...semua layan mood hanin yang tak betul...oh!! thank you for the beautiful baby stuffs, you bought for Kyra...Hanin terharu sangat-sangat with all your helps...

huk!! tomorrow nite hanin dah kena start puasa....lusa....i'm gonna hug my baby..insyaAllah....Ya! Allah...ampunkanlah dosa Hanin....i think Hanin dah start merepek dah nie...mesti farshid bising...