one day...you will understand your daddy :)

Alhamdulillah...now Kyra dah OK skit..i think...tak menangis-nangis macam semalam....tapi adaler skit-skit biler tiba-tiba dier rasa no one by her side...B..jangan risau..kyra will always miss her daddy ;)

"Kyra sayang...be strong ...mommy will always be by yourside...

mommy loves you...daddy loves you too..."

that is my song to her....hahaha!! hanin selalu repeat banyak-banyak kali....so that she knows ...me and my hubby will always love her. i always make sure that she knows her daddy is the gentlest, most loving and caring dad in the world :) i just hope she will always look up to her daddy...and i just hope she will have a good future like her daddy...mommy akan pastikan Kyra!!! itu janji mommy to daddy...daddy nak tengok kyra (dan adik-adik) berjaya dalam hidup :)

biler mommy tengok kyra tidur....mommy sedih sangat-sangat....kyra still small and tak faham apa-apa...u looked soooo innocent...but mommy dah janji dengan daddy...mommy kena kuat untuk Kyra....this is my first time kena tinggal with a child...this is Kyra's first time kena tinggal dengan daddy...i know this is hard for both of us...tapi...mommy tau...one day..anak mommy will understand daddy's career....

yes!! daddy works really hard and had to be away a lot...but mommy knows...biler daddy balik...he will pay attention to us more than we know....he cares about us....and kyra...daddy wants you to know that you are his most special girl in the world...And you will always be his baby :)

last message from daddy before daddy nak gi taiwan :-

"Honey...you have been great to B..giving the best..do appreciate it...is being fun having Kyra in our life...she brings happiness to us..thank you dear for this precious gift,our lil Kyra..love you sooo much..muahs..do wait for my call"

*crying* you are welcome B :)

eee...tak sabar B nak sampai bintulu balik next week...kyra...daddy kata daddy anchor for 2 weeks...yahoo!! 24/7 kiter leh borak-borak ngan daddy ;)

hmmmm...while my Kyra's sleeping and my hubby takde line nak call me.....hanin rasa bosan sangat....tak tau apa nak buat...suddenly mama message me from Aussie..
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mama:
Have you eaten?

me:
no...tak tau nak makan apa...hanin takde mood...hanin nak makan best...tapi sian nak tinggal kyra...nak bawa kyra...dier tido dah...tak nak kacau...


mama:
i know u miss farshid but u must eat...why don't you order mcdonald or pizza hut?


me:
bosan ler mama....


mama:
apa kata order TGIF?


me:
a'ah...thanks mama...love you....


mama:
love you too....hanin kena jaga health hanin juga..i've bought some clothes for you and kyra...esok jangan lupa amik mama semua kat airport...


me:
ok mama....thanks again....love you...

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Yay!! esok mama,ayah,adik and wani semua balik...tak sabar.....at last ada orang teman me jaga Kyra....

hehe! of course...I've ordered TGIF thru roomservice deliveries....tryler...macam-macam food boleh order...nak order Chilli's kawasan subang jaya takde...sambil-sambil makan tu....rindu lak kat my hubby...dier suka sangat makan kat TGIF or Chilli's...sigh!! i really hope you are here with me...oppss!! kena makan cepat-cepat....nanti Kyra bangun....

yes Kyra..
mommy tau...your love belongs
to daddy

tido pun mr rhino and daddy teman

hehehe!! makan besar mommy malam nie

nyum! nyum...my favs...
daddy teman mommy makan :)

P/s: thanks fiza sebab melawat hanin and kyra...really appreciate it!! i hope i can join you and azam kat Naili's tapi Kyra dah tido :) next time eh,dear..kiter lepak-lepak macam dulu ;)

mommy tengah emo.......

Mommy benciler......Geram! geram!...ish!! sabar hanin...sabar....eeeeeeeeeee.......

this morning my hubby dapat call from his office,MISC....ingatkan nak tangguh....but.............azizi told him MAYBE farshid kena sign on tomorrow....so, he asked farshid to standby...WTF??!? kata 30thMay..tiba-tiba esoklak....apa? office ingat farshid single lagi ke? takde anak ke? FYI.....masa farshid kat last kapal....farshid dapat tau...ofis tak tukar his status...from single to married...nie diorang tukar ke tak?? he's a father now.....dah ada anak....bukan single lagi...diorang nak buat main-main ke?....sabar hanin.....

B, honey sorry......dulu honey tak macam nie...but honey fikir Kyra...suddenly daddy dier takde....kalau 30th May...sempat lagi Kyra get ready mentally and emotionally daddy dier nak gi work dah ...and sempat lagi honey nak simpan baju B yang tak basuh banyak-banyak...so, Kyra still can smell you...

Ok...i'll try to be strong.....Kyra wants to see me strong...honey janji B...honey try buat Kyra happy....honey akan buat kyra ketawa and senyum-senyum...and i will always show her your pics...so that...biler b balik nanti dier tau sapa B....you are her daddy..(hanin...tamau sedih-sedih....senyum skit....)

*smiling* ok....think positive hanin....look on the bright side....my hubby pergi kerja...this is for our future...especially for our Lil Kyra.....he wants you to be happy for him.....he wants you to be a supportive wife...

*smile* B.......Honey sayang B.....walaupun honey maki-maki office...B jangan risau....me and Kyra will always be there for you...we love B one and only....

ok....now...hanin dah cool....hope office takler buat macam nie lagi..last minute planning...memang hancus HR macam nie....nasib baik ada pekerja yang setia macam farshid :P yang tak bising-bising...wife dier je yang mengada-ngada :p

kyra pun mcm tau-tau....daddy dier nak pergi...dier nampak manja sangat-sangat with my hubby...skit-skit nak merengek....

"Kyra.....daddy loves you...sebab tu dier gi work for you...
he wants to give the best for you...
if daddy tak gi work...he cannot shop for you :)"












*kyra suka tido with her daddy*

mommy nak kyra show your support to daddy....janji eh ngan mommy :)

oh! yesterday....we went to see ety's hubby at the hospital....alhamdulillah...hubby ety dah ok...ibu ety ngan rizky pun ada...amboi...makin solid aunty tengok rizky...cute sangat-sangat....kesian rizky..dier nak buat kawan with kyra...tapi kyra jual mahal...sorry eh rizky..semalam kyra moody...hehehe! penat shopping...nanti jumpa lagi...leh main betul-betul...eee...geram aunty tengok rizky :)

me with ety

rizky tengah syok tido

sesi mengorat....
eee..maluler...kyra tengah tukar pampers..

opps! got to go......nak get ready.........nak bawa my lil girl last shopping with daddy :) daddy dier nak spend time ngan daughter dier...and nak manja puas-puas with kyra..


P/s: azizi called again....after he told the reason why farshid kena naik awal...i can accept my hubby nak naik awal....they really need him...so...if the story 'positive' , i'll tell you what's the reason....azizi just ask farshid to standby....

She doesn't understand...She's so innocent...

thanks daddy...for making kyra happy...innocent je dier..tak faham daddy dier nak sign on this saturday...yang penting...dier dapat manja with her daddy...


kesian Kyra....mommy tau...walaupun dier happy tapi dier tetap sedih daddy nak naik kapal dah...ish!! tension gak ngan ofis nie...main teka-teki lak...biler date and time nak sign on...diam jek...YES!! we know that he will be signing on this 30th May...tapi what time...and kat mana? kapal apa? jangan last minute....at least me and kyra can get ready emotionally and mentally biler farshid nak naik kapal....

sian reen...i really.....really want to go to her wedding....tapi....tuler...hanin takut tiba-tiba flight farshid malam...hanin janji reen....pape pun...i really-really want to see you and khai before both of you kahwin....congrats!!! am happy for you :)

so...yesterday...my hubby bawa us makan kat Tehran restaurant kat ampang...makan iranian food..heheh! sian dier mengidam masakan kampung dier...sedap sangat the food...you should try ;) after makan...me and hubby bawa Kyra jalan-jalan kat KLCC...hehehe!! last shopping for Kyra before daddy dier sign on kapal..(i think :P )....kyra happy jek biler shopping untuk dier...she smiles all the time.....baik je dier...we went to mothercare and Mark and Spencer...nak beli kat Guess Kids...my mom cakap...singapore lagi cantik fashion dier... sabar eh,mommy!! we bought rompers and baju tido for her...and shoes....comel sangat kasut-kasut tu...Geram!!! banyak sangat mommy shopping kat Kyra...sampai ada satu akak jual kat Mark and Spencer tegur...

"cutenya baby...kecik-kecik mak dier dah ajar dier shopping..."

hehehe! takde lah kak....daddy dier nak bagi dier happy before daddy dier naik kapal...thanks B...i know kyra will appreciate it ;)

some of her rompers and shoes..
cutekan? geram mommy tengok...

some of her baju tido ;)

us with kyra...
after penat beli barang for our our lil girl..
(baik je dier tido dalam pouch)

as i told you before....my lil kyra sekarang suka duduk dalam sling or pouch....baik je dier tido dalam tu :) and nak bagi kyra tido dengan tenangnya..me and hubby dah jumpa solutionnya...i wrap the pouch around her...so that she thinks she's inside the pouch..heheh!! then...biler dier dah tido...i'll put her to sleep with her daddy...yups!! dier suka tido bawah ketiak daddy dier...if letak dalam her crib...mesti dier tak boleh tido...sedih mommy kyra....camna nanti daddy takde...mesti kyra tercari-cari bau daddy...

sian kyra kena trick...
she thinks hanin gendong dier...

dah start mengantuk..

zzzzz.....

and lagi satu...kepala kyra dah keras skit...so, my hubby suka letak dier atas baby bouncer...play with her...seronok tengok dier happy main...active jek...penat main..sampai tertido-tido kyra...hehehe!

main sampai tertido...

oh! this 2nd of june...kyra dah masuk two months....yay!! dah besar anak mommy...i know my hubby sedih...because he's not here with us...B, jangan risau....honey akan pastikan kyra strong...honey janji honey tamau sedih-sedih sangat (walaupun honey sedih..) for our lil girl...biar kyra belajar jadi strong...Kyra, since kyra dalam tummy mommy lagi..mommy dah explain pasal work daddy to kyra....so, mommy harap kyra faham work daddy...i know you do :)

daddy...no matter how far you are...you will always be deep inside our heart...everything happens for a reason,right B....honey faham b kerja keras for our future...and for our children's future...

B....we love you sangat-sangat...and we will miss you....banyak sangat plan kiterkan,B..biler B balik nanti :) kyra...say thanks to daddy sebab bawa kyra shopping...

"thank you...daddy..."

muahx!! a big kiss from us to you for being the greatest hubby and daddy...

6 more days to go...

Gosh!! 6 more days....Our Kyra will be in our arms...yups!! me and my hubby dah pilih date for me to do c-sec..that is on the 2nd April 2009...huhuh!! next Thursday... I'm excited+nervous...so, for these few days...hanin asik ulang-alik jumpa doctor...Not only Dr Nor Aini, my gynae...but also Dr. Thiru, my kidney Doctor...they want to make sure I'm really healthy before i do my c-sec...bosan gak..selalu kena amik darah...and wat urine test..dalam sehari i think dekat 3 kali hanin kena buat urine test...nak amik darah pun dah tak takut...macam dah imune :P huhu!! nape lah MISC takde ING card for maternity...terbanglah gak duit....takpelah Kyra...mommy and daddy wants the best for you...yang penting, mommy and daddy tengok Kyra inside the scan...Kyra healthy sangat-sangat :)

Monday nie, that is on the 30th Mac gonna be my last check up...insyaAllah!! i hope so...then, mommy kena get ready nak lahirkan Kyra..eeee!! i can't wait to hold and hug you....lepas tu..nak kiss kiss Kyra...


hmmm...for these past few days..sian Farshid...heheh!! terpaksa layan his wife yang mengada-ngada nie...entahler...i don't know why..Hanin teringin sangat nak makan macam-macam...Nasi Goreng cili padi ler...Nasi minyak and ayam masak merah...mee hailam...bla..bla..bla... but Hanin tak nak makan kat restaurant..i want to eat at Gerai..hahaha!! teringat zaman belajar kat maktab at Sungai Petani dulu...so, my hubby cariler food yang hanin nak tu...last-last...i got to eat my Nasi Goreng Cili Padi kat seksyen 7... and the nasi minyak and ayam masak merah at Taman Warisan...huhu!! bolehlah....


But Hanin still tak puas hati....tiba-tiba..teringat kat ayah...heee!! so, i called my ayah...told him Hanin teringin sangat nak makan his nasi goreng cili padi and apa-apa saja dier masak :P bangga dier....dier janji nak masak for me..

thanks to them...diorang balik subang jaya from JB..just nak layan anak diorang yang mengada-ngada nie...alhamdulillah...mama boleh interview orang kat KL...oh!! the best part...mama and ayah dah amik cuti next wednesday, thursday and Friday just to be by myside...yups!! i need both of them biler lahirkan Kyra...

Today, my cita-cita tercapai...ayah bangun pagi-pagi..pergi market..beli barang...nak masak for me...yay!! got to eat my Nasi Goreng Cili Padi...nyum!nyum! ayah memang pandai masak ;) he also cooked udang goreng cili...me and farshid makan sampai penat....puas hati hanin *smiling*

Ayah's Nasi Goreng cili padi + udang goreng cili...

Then, dengan muka tak tau malu..biler ayah tanya nak makan apa for dinner...me and my hubby mintak nak makan mee hailam and Kuey Teow ginger..heheheh!!...so, malam tu ayah masak lagi my favourite food :P

ayah masak for dinner...

hanin memang happy...at last i get what i want...my hubby balik,our Kyra and ayah's food :P

Oh! because my hubby excited he's gonna be daddy soon, he assembled Kyra's Fisher Price rocking chair :)

Tadaaaa! tak sabar...nak Kyra duduk atas that rocking chair :P i can feel she's excitedly kicking me, biler daddy dier assembled her chair...

hmm...i just hope everything's gonna be fine...I'm Scared!!

kalau ingat-ingat balik...Thank you Allah for everything....Why?? this is why...

saja jek nak berangan jap :P
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30th May 2006- couple with him

6th June 2006- merisik...

24th december 2006-tunang...

17th November2007-21st december 2007 : akad nikah and bersanding...

apa-apa pun..Hanin dah cakap awal-awal kat my hubby maybe hanin susah nak dapat baby...because i was born with one kidney and i had ovarian cysts...tapi...dier kata dier tak kisah...he accepted me for who i am..and he loves me very much...huhuh!! memang terharu...but lepas kawin...hanin jumpa banyak doctor just nak tau boleh tak hanin dapat baby...ramai doctor kata susahler....i'm not gonna get baby..but i believe in Allah and myself :)

bulan may 2008..i think mid may...hanin joined farshid atas kapal....before that...memang hanin jumpa doctor gak...just hoping the luck of getting baby on the ship...nope..no luck...but i had a dream....i'm holding a baby girl...hanin ingat lagi hanin nangis...my hubby pujuk me in his arms to believe in myself that we can have baby one day....

so...

we went to Bali on 4th-6th July 2008 for our honeymoon....

yay!!!!!


5th August 2008...Hanin confirmed pregnant.....i can't believe my ears when the doctor told me i'm pregnant...went to see 3 doctors to confirmed my preggy news :)

Alhamdulillah...

Kyra...walaupun mommy dah berapa kali kena masuk ward..amik darah or urine test..sakit-sakit....mommy Happy...just 6 more days mommy nak peluk Kyra...can't wait...daddy pun excited...huh!! lupa lak...grandpa and grandma...granny...semua orang ler excited....mommy doakan semua ok for u and me :)

P/S: walaupun hanin a bit jeles my hubby always sebut-sebut Kyra...but i'm happy to see him happy+excited that he's gonna be daddy soon... oh!! boleh tak me and my hubby dah dapat nama for our 2nd and third child...hahah!! yups! can't wait to have a big family ;)

Our Princess

Hanin and Kyra happy sangat-sangat....Thanks to him, En Farshid....we had a wonderful weekend!!! Yups!! i'm still smiling...and Kyra active gerak-gerak inside my tummy.daddy dier seronok pegang my tummy and feels her movements :) Kyra makin kenal suara my hubby...Biler my hubby talked to her suh tendang mommy...she will kicked her mommy...heee!! dier macam dah tak sabar nak keluar...mommy and daddy pun tak sabar,Kyra :))


ok...back to the story...


yesterday, i went to see my Doctor...nak buat urine test lagi...after i did my urine test,Kak Ema,my doc's PA suh Hanin balik jap..sebab nak tau result tu dalam 1-2 hours...tapi..Hanin tak balik terus..hanin gi salon, cuci my hair..hahaha!! entahler...hanin rasa kalau Hanin masuk hospital...i want to look good...if tak jadi, i also want to look good at disney on ice show :P (i don't know why...i had this feeling..Hanin tak kena masuk ward and Hanin boleh gi Disney on ice)...

Yups!! my instinct memang betul...kak emma called while i was doing my hair...sebab hanin tengah busy my hubby angkat ler my handphone...she told him..that i had to come back to the hospital this monday morning (tomorrow)...but she didn't mention about my urine test...doctor maybe nak discuss with us about the delivery date of our baby,Kyra...hmmm...i can feel that memang our Kyra kuar awal....now, Hanin and Farshid tengah cari date for her to see the world...so, to all my friends yang message Hanin...jangan risau...i will announce the birth of our Kyra..heheh! walaupun Hanin tengah takut, i still want to have fun ;)

yes...after Kak emma cakap Hanin datang balik monday jumpa doctor..Hanin excited sangat-sangat..Thanks Doctor....Hanin dapat gi Disney on Ice...yay!!!!!!

Balik-balik jek...bersiap-siap...terus gi Palace of Golden Horses Hotel...nak check in...huhuh!! memang ramai orang yang amik package nie...maybe sebab affordable...Hanin check in pun dah petang...so, memang nak cepat-cepat bersiap...time tu dah pukul 5pm. oh! i love the room...katil dier besar and Hanin rasa macam gi Honeymoon with him macam dulu-dulu....dulu, berdua...now bertiga with Kyra inside my tummy :)

our room...

Dalam pukul 7.45pm we bertolak to Stadium Putra...memang banyak kereta...especially AF7 pun buat dekat situ...Hanin tak kisah...park jauh-jauh pun Hanin leh jalan...sebab excited sangat...but i felt like a princess...my hubby always hold my hand and hug me....asked me to watch my steps...dier macam risau jek after balik dari hospital...i always feel safe under his arms...ohhh!!! Hanin dapat beli doll for my Kyra...beli patung Flounder,fish yang jadi kawan Ariel,the little mermaid...comel sangat patung tu...nak letak dalam Kyra's crib...biler tengok semua orang bawak anak masing-masing, we can't wait to bring our Kyra..shopping-shopping for her barang Princesses :)

me,him,my sisters,and kyra's doll

Oh...tempat duduk me hubby and my sisters betul-betul depan...maybe Allah tau that is my (and Kyra) dream...jadi our seat memang best....puas hati Hanin..i'm enjoying every moment of the show...Kyra pun asik gerak-gerak dalam my tummy...Alhamdulillah Kyra..mommy dapat bawa Kyra to this show eventhough you're still inside my tummy..You are my princess...so, mommy nak tunjuk Princess kat Kyra...but my favourite princess dalam semua of course...Sleeping Beauty...heee!! dari kecik Hanin suka dier....farshid cakap..i love her sebab hanin suka tidur...hahaha! B, jahat...the whole show...he always make me laugh...and hug me...he really really pampered me the whole show...maybe dier risau about my health..and takut tiba-tiba doctor kata Hanin kena lahirkan Kyra next week...so, dier nak Hanin enjoy puas-puas :)

enjoying the princesses...

the show finished at 10.30pm....my mama called...kata ayah and mama nak datang amik kitorang kat Hotel dalam kul 12midnite...nak bawa kuar-kuar makan supper..rest jap....the whole day memang me and hubby tak sempat rest...

my parents came and pick us up....we went to eat at William at Kelana Jaya....memang Hanin makan banyak....nak enjoy the food selagi boleh....Alhamdulillah! walaupun Hanin penat..i can still feel my baby inside my tummy...happily moving around....balik hotel...terus tidur...penat sangat-sangat...but i'm happy :)

today, Hanin bangun dalam kul 8am nak makan breakfast...excited nak makan the buffet...ada banyak pilihan and makan banyak-banyak :P oh!!! we had the breakfast dikelilingi the Disney Princess on ice skaters...heee!! dapat tengok muka diorang tak mandi....

After breakfast, we checked out....

sampai-sampai rumah...terus zzzzz!! hahahah! penat......

now, i'm writing my blog....tak tau lak apa cerita tomorrow....apa ler doctor nak cakap...Do wish me luck, friends...if Kyra dah nak kuar...will message y'all :) jangan risau....



P/S: tak tau ler berat baby sekarang...Hanin betul-betul makan banyak...Farshid pun sampai tak larat bangun sebab makan banyak..hahahahah!!

Am i ready??? Yes..i am...

muka excited nak jadi mommy and daddy...

well...i got news!!! tp entahler...is it good news or bad news? just came back from hospital :) dengan bangganya, i went to the hospital with him...heheheh!! jalan pun dengan muka eksyen tau :P yelah! dulu...hanin sorang-sorang jek...rasa macam 'janda' jap :P

I'm tired....tired sangat-sangat+nervous+excited....my hubby more into excited i guess!!

oppsss!! back to the news...

tadi jumpa Dr. NorAini...huhu! last week Hanin buat urine and blood test for Diabetes. Guess what?? it's negative...that is good news rite? hanin takde diabetes...but i have another news...my urine got protein in it..(ada infection) and hanin punya blood pressure tak stabil...kejap ok..kejap tak...Doctor tengok my legs.huhu! muka and kaki dah bengkak...so, CONFIRM...I had Pre eclampsia...what is pre-eclampsia?? klu ikut internet..hehehe..
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WHAT IS PRE-ECLAMPSIA?

Pre-eclampsia is diagnosed when a pregnant woman develops high blood pressure (two separate readings taken at least 4 hours apart of 140/90 or more) and 300 mg of protein in a 24-hour urine sample (proteinuria). A rise in baseline BP of 30 systolic or 15 diastolic, while not meeting the absolute criteria of 140/90 is still considered important to note but no longer diagnostic. Swelling, or edema, (especially in the hands and face) was originally considered an important sign for a diagnosis of pre-eclampsia, but in current medical practice only hypertension and proteinuria are necessary for a diagnosis. However, pitting edema (unusual swelling, particularly of the hands, feet, or face, notable by leaving an indentation when pressed on) can be significant and should be reported to a pregnant woman's pre-natal health-care provider.

Although eclampsia is potentially fatal, pre-

eclampsia is often asymptomatic, hence its detection depends on signs or investigations. Nonetheless, one symptom is crucially important because it is so often misinterpreted. The epigastric pain, which reflects hepatic involvement and is typical of HELLP syndrome, may easily be confused with heartburn, a very common problem of pregnancy. However, it is not burning in quality, does not spread upwards towards the throat, is associated with hepatic tenderness, may radiate through to the back, and is not relieved by giving anti-acids. It is often very severe, described by sufferers as the worst pain that they have ever experienced. Affected women are not uncommonly referred to general surgeons as suffering from an acute abdomen, for example acute cholecystitis.

In general, none of the signs of pre-eclamps

ia is specific; even convul

sions in pregnancy are more likely to have causes other than eclampsia in modern practice. Diagnosis, therefore, depends on finding a coincidence of several pre-eclamptic features, the final proof being their regression after delivery.

Some women develop high blood pressure without the proteinuria (protein in urine); this is called Pregnancy-induced hypertension (PIH) or gestational hypertension. Both pre-eclampsia and PIH are regarded as very serious conditions and require careful monitoring of mother and baby.

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huhuh!! klu nak tau lebih lanjut..survey-survey ler internet...


so, the conclusion is...Hanin maybe lahirkan my lil Kyra awal...dalam this few days..tomorrow ke? lusa ke? entahler...doctor amik urine test lagi sekali tadi and bagi hanin ubat to clean up my urine..tomorrow morning...Hanin kena gi Hospital lagi...to get the result...if confirm lagi i have protein in my urine...Hanin dah kena admit tomorrow :( and set the date for our lil Kyra to face the world...macam-macam dalam fikiran Hanin...macam mana if tomorrow our baby lahir?? (u should see farshid's face...dier excited lak anak dier nak kuar awal..so, that he can spend more time with her)

after that, my doctor scanned to see Kyra...hahaa!! she's so cute...yups!! Kyra memang macam nak kuar awal nak jumpa daddy dier :) and alhamdulillah...Doctor kata..she weights 2.9KG now...huhuh!! with her weights ..Kyra dah boleh kuar awal...dier dah kira healthy untuk dilahirkan..

if insyaAllah mommy dier punya urine test ok esok...me and my hubby nak choose 2nd/3rd April nak lahirkan Kyra..yups..i must go through c-sec...huhu!! tak lama lagikan? tak sampai two weeks i think...and mungkin klu ikut kiraan maths..berat our Kyra will be more than 3KG..huhuh!! sehat anak mommy eh? Do pray for her health eh?


heee!! i can feel she's kicking me...yups!! mommy tau Kyra excited...daddy pun sama...dier dah plan macam-macam untuk Kyra...

Balik-balik je rumah...my hubby pasang our baby tempat tidur...while mommy dah start packing barang-barang for mommy, daddy and baby nak gi hospital...just nak get ready...

tengah get ready our Kyra's katil...
comelkan dua patung tuh??

heheh!! our baby bag...comelkan?

hehehe...yups!! we are excited and nervous...semua dah ready....tomorrow we will know the results...we just hope for the best :)

ughh! i just hope...semua ok esok...and Kyra dapat kuar dalam 2 weeks..heheh!! mesti time tuh anak mommy dah sehat dan montel (sebab now she's 2.9kg)... dahler mommy and daddy dah bayar nak tengok disney on ice and tidur kat hotel esok...Kyra be good girl eh?? bleh Kyra tengok Princess esok..harap-harap mommy tak masuk hospital esok...


Gosh!!! Hanin macam tak percaya jek...me and my hubby nak jadi mommy and daddy dah :) it's just like yesterday Hanin kenal Farshid...

berangan jap.....Kisah-kisah dulu!

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Hanin masih ingat lagi..3 years ago (2006)....My grandma kenalkan Hanin with him....(time tuh..mommy and daddy kurus tau Kyra...) then few days later...Farshid mintak couple ngan Hanin that is 30th May 2006...huhu! 2 weeks later lak..before dier naik kapal...he merisik me... :) takut Hanin lari kot...hahaha!! end of year...kitorang bertunang sejurus beberapa hari dier turun kapal (24th december 2006)... my hubby sambung study for 2nd class engineer..then naik kapal...then...turun-turun jek...on the 17th November 2007...Hanin kawin with him..heee!!! Now.....we're gonna be mommy and daddy.....memang cepat sangat masa berlalu...but jangan risau Kyra..mommy and daddy dah tak sabar-sabar nak sambut Kyra...we will try our best to be the greatest parents :) AMINNNN!!!

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Pics kenangan...from kurus to chubby...hope..after pantang..kurus balik...hahaha!!

muka happy lepas merisik...

tunang (24thDecember2006)

akad nikah (17th November 2007)

wedding reception at concorde Hotel
21st december 2007

after kawin ;) our Honeymoon...(2008)

Now.....2009...the chubby us..and
im preggy with Kyra...

Sigh!! i'm crying of happiness...u really...really... make me happy all these years,B :) Thanks sooooo much!! hope our happiness kekal selamanya...oh!! thank u for being there for me..luv u..