letter to my hubby :)

B....(Yups..im writing to him..tau dier baca my blog)..B mesti marah if Honey cakap...I'M BACK!!!! Honey dah ada kat Subang Jaya :P Sorry B...I'm bored at JB....duduk Subang, at least leh kacau tok mama, adik and wani...huhhu! Mama busy skang...bagi training to her workers...asik gi Gunung Ledang jek...bagi talk..lepas tu byk ler lagi kerja mama...sign gaji ler...sign sana sini...interview org kerja ler (Now, mama hanya interview GM)...makin banyak kerja mama...birthday mama hari tu...that is on Saturday pun mama kerja...(B kan called from philipine). Klu balik umah...sampai kul 3 pagi ler mama buat kerja...especially Nusajaya dekat nak bukak (one of Iskandar Malaysia punya project, huhu! dekat sana nanti nak bukak Lego land..mcm best jek duduk JB...)...Malas nak kacau...

B...Honey buat something...i know u mesti marah-marah giler kat Honey...Nasib baik Kyra ok..happily kicking my tummy...nanti B sampai Japan esok...u call me, Honey cerita eh?? entahler B, i always did something yang tak sepatutnya Honey wat when i'm emo....mama kata Honey suka ikut perasaan...huhuh!!


Now...everyday, Honey akan tengok calendar...counting days ;) next month...B balik....and bulan April....Kyra will be in our family....Honey selalu berdoa semua ok...yups!! Honey akui sometimes...i really need you by myside....but i always tell myself...You are always by myside...inside my heart...eventhough u r far away....B try to be by myside eventhough by just calling me...thanks!!

April....2 special person who will be there for me..U and KYRA

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Dear B,

I really miss u...I love you more than words could ever show and i know you love me too...Like the saying goes, "Distance makes the heart grow fonder". well, my heart has always and will continue to be quite fond of you...I love you more today than yesterday and i will love you more tomorrow than i did today ;) I live to live, to spend a lifetime with you as your wife and to grow old with you, loving you for all times from now to eternity. I love to love you.When you called, i love to hear your sweet sexy voice that excite me..I can talk hours with you..it's like you are here with me...I'm proud of the person you are. I love the way you are with me and with others. I'm proud to be with someone like you, the sweetest and most caring guy I've ever known. Don't ever change, B, as you're perfect to me ...

Love,
Honey
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Entahler B...Honey terjiwang laks...all i want to say...I'm proud of U.....B, jangan risau...i will always support u and be there for u...Honey faham kerja B....like i understand mama and ayah's job ;) yang penting, biler B balik....B cuti betul-betul for me and Kyra...huhu!! nak buat plan...Honey dalam pantang...heheheh!!! next year eh?? kiter gi vacation..muahx!! luv u...

Do take care...can't wait for u to call me....Honey nak cerita banyak kat B..Kyra pun x sabar nak dengar suara daddy dier...


P/S: Hope B suka cards yang Honey and Kyra bagi...oh! honey dah byr insurance and roadtax swift....

Me and Kyra at SunMed

Just came back from my medical check up with Dr Noor Aini Kassim Ali , my Gynaechologist at Sunway Medical Centre...I went there alone. sepatutnya Tok mama ikut...tapi sebab hal-hal tertentu yang tak dapat dielakkan, Hanin gi sorang-sorang....Bising jugakler En Farshid :P Tapi thanks sayang...Thank you soooooooo much...teman Honey gi hospital...walaupun B teman thru telefon...heheheh!! Selama 3 hours Honey kat hospital....selama tuler B asik call...dier lak yang lebih-lebih excited mcm ler dier ada kat situ...Honey tau B risau Honey gi sorang-sorang...but i'm a big girl,B....TRUST ME :) ada ke patut B tanya....

Hubby : Ada orang tengok u?

Me : B..................im pregnant...perut nak terkeluar....sapa nak tengok Honey?

Hubby : takdeler...just asking...err...Honey pakai baju apa?

Me : Hah?? jeles ler tu....B, im 24 hours on the fon with you...takde sapa ler nak ngorat me...Im fat...remember???

Hubby : just asking..heheh!



huhu! nasib baik B called...if not Honey mesti sesat sorang-sorang kat sana...yups!! masa time mula-mula hanin masuk that hospital....it was under renovation..nie hampir-hampir 80% nak siap...getting bigger and nicer...tempat parking pun ok....macam Sunway Pyramid.. dah under satu company...

Sunway Medical Centre

The clinic pun getting bigger...takdeler nampak crowded sangat...semua dah lain ler....and Kak Emma(Dr's PA) cakap bilik wad pun makin OK....Im impress..hehehhe!! best ler Kyra nanti....Kan mommy and daddy ckp...we will give you the best...Ramai tanya Hanin...why SunMed not SJMC? heheh! dua-dua sama jek...just SJMC too crowded...parking susah..tak larat ler hanin nak gi sorang-sorang....and leh ler sapa-sapa lepas melawat Hanin kat hospital SunMed gi shopping kat Sunway Pyramid :P

Alhamdulillah...Hanin puas hati biler jumpa doctor....Kyra dah tujuh bulan lebih...Biler scan pun, Kyra asik pusing sana-sini...tumbuk sana-sini...suka main kaki...Doktor kata...ada banyak space inside my tummy..so, Kyra seronok main dalam perut..heee!! mommy happy...daddy pun happy (sibuk jek daddy walaupun dalam fon)..Today, mommy kena injection..huhu! sakit...tapi untuk baby mommy..takpe....mommy strong...( nie pun tangan rasa kebas-kebas )...Dr pun ada tanya nak masuk kelas utk get ready nak beranak nanti tak?hmm...macam best!! tengokler dulu dr...discuss dulu with my hubby..dah ler bini dier sorang-sorang...yang bestnya!! my B bagi..next visit that is on 23rd february (skang Hanin kena visit Dr every 2 weeks)...nak tanya dr..when is the class?? at least Hanin belajar ler skit-skit.


After jumpa Doctor...Hanin happy sangat-sangat....Yang penting Kyra sihat and happy dalam perut Hanin...oh!! Dr suh beli aerobic socks utk kaki hanin yang asik sakit-sakit nie..yang letak kat betis tuh...hehehe!! nanti nak cari...takdeler asik sakit kaki nanti.

Lepas my appointment, I went to Summit nak makan...nak gi sunway pyramid, besar sangat...malas nak jalan jauh-jauh.sepatutnya nak makan sushi...tiba-tiba teringin makan kat Johnny's steamboat lak...hmmm...walaupun hanin alone...takdeler rasa alone sangat...my hubby teman thru telefon..sampai ler abis line...sian dier...risau honey sorang-sorang eh?? B...Honey ada Kyra..so, Honey takdeler rasa alone ;)

Last msg from B:

Drive carefully...takut takde line..if ada..will try to contact you.miss u a lot, my dearest wife..Kyra do take care of mommy,be good, manjakan her...so happy kyra is active, thats good, jgn stress...Thanks dear 4 all great moments, still remember everything about sayang, that show our true love to each other, nothing will separate us, love u and kyra..muahs!!

InsyaAllah B, Allah akan lindungi perhubungan kita...

*smiling* ok B....Honey tunggu fon dari B....Honey and Kyra janji kitorang tak noti-noti...kitorang baik jek biler daddy takde...we are counting days for you to come back...Love you lots!! U r always in our heart no matter how far you are..

Huhh! im tired..need to rest..nak tidur jap..semalam layan B dalam telefon...sampai kul 4 pagi :P memang kiter x reti save bill telefon, kan,sayang?..at least B teman Honey..biler Honey tak boleh tidur...I'm happy dapat berborak macam-macam with you...its like you are here with me...hope honey takdeler emo-emo sangat...


P/S: Mommy harap...biler Kyra dah besar nanti...marah-marah kat mommy and daddy...you will read this blog..Biar Kyra tau how much mommy and daddy love you and want the best for you (and your sisters/brothers).....

Happy Birthday Mama and B!!!!

Today is 4th February....yay!! My hubby ada kat Bintulu...heheheh!! Happy..happy sangat...walaupun emo :P Ada jek line, dalam kul 10.30am, En Farshid called his wife..."Do you miss me sgt2? i received berpuluh-puluh msg from u?bising handphone B.." heheheh...tu message biler honey emo sayang...takde sapa nak layan emo Honey...mama and ayah kat Johor...adik and wani kerja (malam jek diorang ada...if tak dating and kuar ngan kawan)..Kak Wassini sibuk ngan kucing...tok mama lak sibuk ngan geng gossip dier...I'm BORED!!! and Miss You sangat-sangat...I'm happy dapat berborak with you more than 1 and half hour...heee...nasib baik B ada kerja klu tak more than that ler...Kayaler maxis lagi...

B jahat....Honey nak kuar gi Mcdonald pun tak leh...yelah!! Honey duduk diam-diam jek kat rumah..tunggu B call and message..kena call delivery ler lagi...hmm....hari tu dah makan fillet o fish...now nak ayam goreng McD lak..yum..yum....hmmm..Kyra dah lompat-lompat dalam perut...excited lak dier!!

Semua dah control Honey..you, mama, tok mama, ayah...semualer...tak bagi Honey kuar :( takpelah at least you ada line layan emo Honey :P

This February..memang important dates for me....Birthday mama (7th February) and your Birthday (21st February)....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!...for mama dah beli dah hadiah...and maybe this Friday nak gi Johor, celebrate birthday mama..heheh!! For u....ok, Honey tunggu B balik eh? celebrate ngan Kyra...thats what B nak kan??

Happy Birthday utk orang-orang yang honey sayang...U and Mama

lagi 2 bulan sayang.....2 orang yang paling penting nak muncul dalam my life...YOU and KYRA...can't wait!!! B balik sempat lagi shopping barang-barang baby ;) ( honey doakan B balik...if tak Honey mengamuk kat Ofis..heheh!!) itupun if mama tak terexcited nak beli...macam-macam dah plan ngan mama..

Tomorrow Honey ada medical check up with Doctor kat Sunway Medical Centre...tak sabar nak tengok Kyra buat apa...Honey janji Honey tak gi sorang-sorang...tok mama dah janji nak bawa Honey..


To Kyra:

Kyra, can you feel the love i have for you while you are so small and living in the dark and quiet world inside my body? your daddy and I want everything to be perfect for u...mommy can't wait to hold you in my arms in just 2 months. i love you and daddy loves you....I can tell you are growing...I feel your movements now..Your movements always bring me so much joy! and i hope you are well and comfortable...i love the way you kicking and punching my tummy...Do kick and punch always...At least mommy knows you are happy inside my tummy.Eventhough i have back aches and a lil bit nausea..i always think about you...Now mommy easily cry so often over so little thing happened to me...Sometimes mommy feel very lonely...But mommy must be strong for u and daddy...Kyra, i want you to be a caring person and good heart.I want you to value education and make your way in the world.But most important, Always remember mommy and daddy and promise you will always keep in touch with us no matter how far away from home the world takes you.We will always pray the best for you....Love you always..*crying (mommy emo lagi)*


huhu! sian semua orang layan emo honey...McD lambat pun Honey bising-bising kat B..heheh!! patutler semua orang suh Honey duduk umah :P takpe...today and tomorrow..Honey layan phone calls from you, B....

Nak pujuk B....Honey ingat nak gi Salon rambut...nak wat rambut..nak colour-colour skit ke..nak wat facial..hmmmm...nak shopping skit...entahler...teringin nak buat semua tu sebelum kyra lahir..heheheh!! kenan baby kot....klu B x bagi...takpelah :(

Emo yang tak stabil

Lama tak update my blog....Entahler...this few days...Hanin agak emo...Tgh tak betul....Nasib baik i have my family layan emo Hanin yang tak betul.I'm already 7 months pregnant the third trimester and last stage of pregnancy...Gosh!!! 2 more months to go. The last few months of pregnancy can be physically and emotionally challenging.Kyra's getting bigger..makin lasak....and mommy's getting tired..huhhu! macam-macam dalam fikiran Hanin..."How long will it last?"..." Baby ok ke tak?"...."Daddy balik ke tak?"...."Im getting fatter!!!!"(Where your belly gets the way..you can't even cut your toe nails)...."Sakit tak?"...God! Please help me...Now,Hanin duduk berkurung dalam bilik...reading my new Chicken Book Series, 'Chicken Soup for the Expectant Mother's Soul'....and 'Chicken Soup for the New Mom's Soul...These stories made my heart smile :) An inspiration for me and moms everywhere...

my favourite books

Now, every 4am, Hanin mesti terbangun tidur...Selalu rasa restless...missing my hubby...I have backaches..Hanin faham..Kyra makin suka main kejar-kejar inside mommy's tummy :P....I have swollen feets and ankles...Kaki makin besar...Susah nak bernafas...and sometimes heartburn...bad dreams...huhu!! last but not least..makin kerap gi toilet (urination)...pagi-pagi buta...Ughh!! at these times...I really need my hubby....Biar dier layan hanin....Kyra....Please be strong with mommy...

Nasib baik...sebusy-busy my hubby...sejauh-jauh dier...he still contact me :) Kul 3am yesterday, he called from Phillipine...thanks sayang...after he received lots of jiwang messages from me...kesian dier....for 1/2 an hour dier layan hanin emo...line kejap ada...kejap takde...so, dier call dlm kul 6am, 8.30am...last-last 10.30am...sampai line abis...tiga-tiga handphone hanin berbunyi with his calls and messages...hehehe!!

Last message from him:
"Mommy, tunggu daddy eh? 4th february Daddy sampai Bintulu..if ada line at Brunei, will call u...I know u really need me...Do try to sleep..You need rest...Always remember i'm your angel who always look after you and protect you...Don't ever doubt your trust in me, i'll give you my heart honestly...Distance is 1 thing that keeps us apart.But u and Kyra will always remain in my heart...missing you like crazy...Love you...Please be strong for me!! If miss me..talk to Kyra...she will understand..she needs u"

Ok...ok....daddy...Mommy jadi kuat...try tak nak emo dah...kesian Kyra...everyday..Mommy bebel kat dier...Dier pun layan mommy...I can feel her responses...Hari tu auntie wanie dengar Kyra burp through cup (letak cup atas perut and dengar)...hahaah! Noti kan dier..As i promise u, every now and then, Honey will talk to her..Now, Kyra dah pandai jawab balik by kicking me...

Got to go, nak dinner...Kyra teringin makan pasta..hmmm.....eee...jahat mommy!! salahkan Kyra...bertambah montel ler mommy and Kyra ;)

P/S: Im a big fat mama...it's like i have watermelon in my tummy :P

Tagged by dina

hmm...tengah bosan-bosan nih..best gak wat nie ;)

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Here are the rules - post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours.
Tag people to do the same thing.

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- Nope....Tapi tengok dalam buku nama-nama islam..my name dlm list lelaki..hahahahah!!


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- hmmm...this early morning...i have back ache and my feet hurts...and makin dekat my baby nak kuar makin risau...i've had so many bad dreams :P oh!! I miss my hubby sooooo much...


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- Love it.....My hubby cakap my handwriting mcm budak-budak sekolah.hahahah! very neat and cute handwriting (dier ckp)



4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?
- Hanin Tibai jek apa-apa...


5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- Soon :) Kyra is on the way


6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Dunno...ok kot

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- sometimes...especially with my sisters..


8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- Errrr.. i don't think sooooo..


9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
-Yesssssssssssssss!!! i love outdoor activities..


10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- Koko Crunch...hmmm...


11. DO YOU UNITE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- yups...of course...But if i really...really need to go to toilet....my maid will do it for me :P

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- Baskin Robbin's strawberry cheesecake...and Mcdonald's strawberry sundae...


14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- entah....


15. RED OR PINK?
- Of course RED


16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- Over emotional.....hahaha!!


17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST ?
- My Beloved Hubby and Going to be daddy soon...En. Farshid Mohd Azmi...(InsyaAllah..end of march balik...yayyyyyyyy!!! Kyra dah makin active biler tau daddy nak balik..)


18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- Why not?? for fun...


19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- hmmm....any colour i guess...


21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- T.I featuring Rihanna,Live your life...


22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- Red...hmm..daring and sexy..his fav. too

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- Armani code...Escada...212...Gucci....CK..for him..just his original smell ;)


24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- My friend GG, tanya pasal mak dier urut lepas beranak...


25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yups....she's cute..smart...funny..and very nice person...oh!! very-very strong too...( no feelings eh??)


26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
-nooooo..hate to watch sports..


27. HAIR COLOUR?
- betul-betul black...but colour it a bit reddish..


28. EYE COLOUR?
- Dark brown.


29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- Yups....

30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- Any western and malay food...


31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- Happy endings....


32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- Ntah...lupa ler..


33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- black...


34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- summer...


35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Both..heheheh!


36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- Caramel


37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- Hmm.. ntah?


38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- hmmm...ntah


39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Chicken Soup for The Soul series.....always make me smile biler baca...jadi bersemangat skit after baca.. (P/s:Dina nak pinjam lagi boleh jek...)


40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- dunnoooo


41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- Tak tgk TV...Busy jalan-jalan with my family...


42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- The sound biler my hubby bangun tido...hehehhe!! and soon..kyra's crying...


43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- nope...tak layan


44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- U.S.A...


45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- Dancing?...maybe kot


46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- Athens, Ohio,U.S.A


47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- Aisha
- Reen
- Fizah Aum
- Ecah
- Elya

Chinese New Year Shopping!

Gong Xi Fa Chai....Happy Chinese New Year!!! Juz came back from my Kampung, Kuala Kangsar...tiring...but happy...Alhamdulillah..semua dah settle kat kampung (pasal tanah..harta..bla...bla...)...Ayah jahat..dier yang nak buat kenduri..tiba-tiba ayah ada business kat Jakarta....so, me...mama...adik and wani yang balik kampung :P

Last Saturday (24thJanuary2009), hectic giler....kul 4am...hantar ayah gi KLIA....then, 6am bertolak balik kampung..huhu! highway jam giler....almost 4-5 hours ler gak stuck in jam.sampai sakit-sakit belakang...sampai jek at kampung check in kat resort kat tepi sungai...huhuh! ayah suh kitorg duduk kat resort because anak dier sorang nie pregnant...takut tak selesa biler ramai orang :P Hanin still sedih...tak dapat join my bestie for her merisik/tunang....but i'm happy for her...really..really happy....congrats to my dear friend,Aisha...Alhamdulillah!! dalam bulan 11 you akan jadi milik Agos.. :)

The next day, is our kenduri...kul 11am start...sigh! love kampung...especially the food (kan, sayang? rendang tok arwah nenek the best...still remember last raya...my hubby makan dengan bestnya...sampai dua-dua tembam..heheh!) after kenduri...pembahagian harta session ;) huhu! secret....we did nothing at Kuala Kangsar.makan and tido...nasib baik my hubby ada line that day...he called me from Philipines...banyak-banyak kali sampai semua jeles..thanks sayang...dier risau me penat (actually dier risau kyra ok x... :) )

Pagi-pagi lagi dah msg...

"Hi good morning..mommy and kyra..how are u and our baby?really miss both of you..every morning i wake up smiling because i know you love me and i'll see you one day.."

*smiling* heh! daddy, mommy sakit belakang pun you know how to make me happy :) thanks sayang...as usual he called and smses me sampai takde line....dah ler line kampung line teruk sangat...hahahah! terlari-lariler hanin cari line...banyak nak gossip with my hubby...cerita pasal me and Kyra...pasal Ety dapat baby...gi ngan Along tgk baby...pasal dina...Pasal how i miss reen and ecah..pasal Aisha's engagement....Pasal Hp huhuhu!! my hubby dengar dengan penuh perasaan biler bini dier sorang nie bercerita...heheh!

we stayed there for 3 days...hari Isnin petang balik....makin bertambah montel ler me...makan best!! Ayah salah gak...heheh...dier tau anak dier x boleh resist masakan kampung..sapa suh balik? :P Noti you Hanin..suka salahkan org ;)

Hari selasa..the last day of cuti raya cina...cuba teka apa me, mama and my sisters buat?? huhu! of course ler...SHOPPING!!! for me...i beli baju, sebab baju byk yg dah x muat and of course baju for my baby ...gi Dorothy perkins, forever 21,Top Shop...bla..bla...bla...my baby the usual place...osh kosh and mother care....at Sunway Pyramid and Subang parade...malas nak gi jauh-jauh.Penat...

Mama ler pujuk anak dier yang bulat nie cari baju..

Mama: Hanin..beli ler...u need baju nak pakai jalan-jalan gi kuar makan ...

Hanin: Mama, this baju mahal...takkan nak pakai gi kedai mamak kot *smiling*

Mama: eh! mana orang tau mahal or murah....yang penting u need simple shirt to go out...

termakan ler pujuk mama...she's good at asking people to buy...if dier shopping semua kena shopping sekali..hahahah! nanti ayah tanya, mama kata beli baju untuk anak-anak..heh! pandai mama...

Gi tengok gak ler barang-barang baby...Hanin and mama dah suka tengok tempat tido baby and stroller...mama nak beli...tp hanin suh tunggu my hubby balik..sian dier....tak dapat merasai keseronokan bini dier shopping :P

Almost 1 whole day..shopping....beli make-up..baju....seluar...accesories....bla..bla....ayah called banyak-banyak kali from jakarta...dier jeles....hahah! nasib baik my hubby takde line....oh! forgot to tell y'all..my hubby and ayah perangai sama..suka call....maybe thats why i ada jodoh kot ngan my hubby :)

Balik umah jek..sakit-sakit kaki....suh K.wasini urut....huhuh! biasaler..badan makin besar...sorry sayang..honey kena join mama shopping..mama kata honey tak boleh stress..now, i'm almost 7 months...klu stress, nanti terberanak awal..hahahah!

P/S: I got three phone numbers now (Hanin dah forward kat all my frens rite?) the old one, still use...another 012, utk msg my hubby kat oversea(prepaid) and 019...untuk business :p (hadiah from my parents...sekali ngan fon...) do keep in touch ya!muahx!!